Afraid.

[dreamer8]

I'm afraid that the progress I've made to overcome some stuff that happened last week will be pointless.
I don't want to backpeddle! I'm afraid of it.
I'm trying to convince myself I'm better than what I've gone through,and I'm really trying to stay positive and keep going.
It doesn't hurt as much as it did,but sometimes it comes back and I get that ache in my heart.

I'm kind of angry at myself and feel weak.
****.

 

[loketron]

it will take time hun. be strong, chin up

 

[matthewferry]

Maintain that positive mind. Hanging out with friends helps too.