from childhood I've always had this sort of strange enhanced awareness. Like I had extra or super consciousness. Its not unlike solipsism. Like I'm a video game character and someone, maybe God, is looking through my eyes, or is feeling whatever I'm feeling. Ive never heard anyone else say they felt this way too and I'm hoping I can find someone who can relate in this site.
I know this sounds selfish but I feel like the whole universe revolves around me. Not in a way where I'm superior and everyone else is less than me. In fact I suffer from low self esteem and I am known to put others welfare ahead of me.
It would be so much easier if I can show you my experiences. Like how one stranger said I was the "one", which really tripped me out and got me thinking even more about my existence.
I've experienced miracles too but I doubt anyone would believe me but I guess it won't hurt to share.
I was driving this car one night alone and it went go phenomenal speeds. It was exactly like it is in sci fi movies. How it was warping and space and time seemed to be bending the faster I went.
Thats all for now.
I know this sounds selfish but I feel like the whole universe revolves around me. Not in a way where I'm superior and everyone else is less than me. In fact I suffer from low self esteem and I am known to put others welfare ahead of me.
It would be so much easier if I can show you my experiences. Like how one stranger said I was the "one", which really tripped me out and got me thinking even more about my existence.
I've experienced miracles too but I doubt anyone would believe me but I guess it won't hurt to share.
I was driving this car one night alone and it went go phenomenal speeds. It was exactly like it is in sci fi movies. How it was warping and space and time seemed to be bending the faster I went.
Thats all for now.