Not in my environment. Too loud, too dangerous. I need to be aware at all times.
Drink and a Smoke?
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so move. what's keeping you there?
Lack of money and I'm also legally banned from leaving.
How do you mean? You're in prison? What country are you in anyway?
Never was in prison, never got sentenced for anything, never was in court. I'm not a criminal which is one of the reasons for being in this situation. But it's pointless to tell which country I am from and what got me in this situation, you wouldn't believe me. All I wanted to say is that I smoke cigarettes to calm my nerves.
when you say "banned from leaving", leaving the city you're in or your country?
Both. But it doesn't matter.
Everything is legal if there's a law justifying it. Everything.
I only tell my full story to people who (barely) survived the worst regimes, they are familiar with this special combination of insanity and evil. Those are the only ones who can understand. Your question proves that you don't belong to this group (just like I did before all those things happened to myself). You would either refuse to believe me ("This isn't possible in such a country") or pull the just-world fallacy ("You must have done something to deserve this"). And no, I'm a native citizen. Whatever, it doesn't matter.
okay, whatever........i won't let it matter to me
