heh, if Troy didnt repeadedly jump on us we might've been able to get comfortible....but the resulting arrangments were more than acceptable (hah, adam & sophie had to sleep in the closet XD and we got the entire bed to crash on, though troy sitting in the corner was kinda creepy....)
seeing as how this thread is about stuff that irks us I guess I'll start off with my boring social life. At most I speak 1-2 sentences to my mom a week, my mom's boyfriend gets that about a month. I have about 7 friends at school, 3 of which I try to talk to a lot for the scant hour a day we get at lunch. I barely get out of the house (even though I love being outside, especially at night) because the only places nearby are dangerous (even though im built like a tank) or even less appealing then sitting around moping. I'm very introspecitive which gets me even more depressed since I overanalyze my boring life, I have no real plans for the future and besides my barely passing grades have little going for me. Whenever I find something that raises my spirit there is something to drag me back down again. I hide my emotions from my friends to keep them from giving me pity. I laugh at my hardships but the empty feeling remains. My last few relationships were dead ends and I've grown a dislike of the dating world, give me a friend with benefits over dealing with all that mumbo jumbo anyday ;P. My brother is seen as the successful one of the family and treated as such, Im left to deal with life on my own while when he asks for help buying a new mercedes my dad is more than willing to chip in. I feel alone and lost in life and am too proud to ask for a helping hand...though if offered I would thankfully take it...that seems enough for my 2nd ever post.
