Hello All I'm New Here

[Unsigned]

Hi.

I'm new here. I found this site when googling "I am just not attracted to women anywhere near my own age".
I'll be 57 in January.
Native New Yorker.
Was picked on constantly from the first day of kindergarten through the day I graduated from HS.
Was the skinny weakling in school that all the boys wailed on and all the girls laughed at.
Started with NYC streetwalkers when I was a 19 y/o Jr in college (commuted -- not sleep away) and
have done that ever since. Never had a girlfriend. Never been on a free date.
Thank God I am in a good profession with a well off salary to afford upscale escorts.

Anyways...mine is absolutely a lonely life. About as lonely as it gets.
Escorts and booze is all I have.
Yeah...I have friends...but is is not enough for me.
I really wish I had a girl to share my life with.
But...due to the fact that I have always paid for very hot, young girls...there is no way I would ever settle for a mediocre looking woman, or anyone even close to my own age. I'm pretty much screwed. Destined to be alone till I die.

Anyways, seems like a nice bunch of folks here. Understanding and non judgemental.
I'll be commenting here from time to time.
Mostly regarding my loneliness, seeing escorts, and alcoholism.
Apologies in advance if I offend anyone.
Take care and have a great Christmas/Holiday season.

Regards.

 

[Finished]

Welcome to the forums!

Although I've never been with an escourt because I have a need for the other person IRL to actually want to be with me I can still understand where you are coming from. I have used porn for a very long time. I keep getting older but that models don't. And, I can have a bunch all at one time. It can be very difficult, maybe impossible, to have a real life realtionship with someone because we are used to fantasy women.

I have had a few relationships a long time ago. But, even then, it was a real struggle at first. My mind wanted porn. The real thing was a huge let down. However, in time I was able to mostly come around as long as I never watched any porn during the relationship. When the relationship was over I returned to porn and it was fantastic. Ha! ha!

 

[Butterfly 2]

Finished, I love your honesty.

Unsigned, Welcome to the forum! I hope you will enjoy it here and I'm sure you will find a few people that you can relate to. And happy holidays to you, too!

 

[Black Rose]

Hi.

I'm new here. I found this site when googling "I am just not attracted to women anywhere near my own age".
I'll be 57 in January.
Native New Yorker.
Was picked on constantly from the first day of kindergarten through the day I graduated from HS.
Was the skinny weakling in school that all the boys wailed on and all the girls laughed at.
Started with NYC streetwalkers when I was a 19 y/o Jr in college (commuted -- not sleep away) and
have done that ever since. Never had a girlfriend. Never been on a free date.
Thank God I am in a good profession with a well off salary to afford upscale escorts.

Anyways...mine is absolutely a lonely life. About as lonely as it gets.
Escorts and booze is all I have.
Yeah...I have friends...but is is not enough for me.
I really wish I had a girl to share my life with.
But...due to the fact that I have always paid for very hot, young girls...there is no way I would ever settle for a mediocre looking woman, or anyone even close to my own age. I'm pretty much screwed. Destined to be alone till I die.

Anyways, seems like a nice bunch of folks here. Understanding and non judgemental.
I'll be commenting here from time to time.
Mostly regarding my loneliness, seeing escorts, and alcoholism.
Apologies in advance if I offend anyone.
Take care and have a great Christmas/Holiday season.

Regards.

Hello and welcome.
I have seen young pretty girls with older men. I don't think it's impossible to have that kind of relationship when you have money. Don't give up just yet. You never know what life had in store.

 

[Unsigned]

Hello and welcome.
I have seen young pretty girls with older men. I don't think it's impossible to have that kind of relationship when you have money. Don't give up just yet. You never know what life had in store.

Thanks for that.
But really...I am not sure what the rest of life has in store for me.
I want to be a better person.
Not sure how to get there though...

 

[Butterfly 2]

Thanks for that.
But really...I am not sure what the rest of life has in store for me.
I want to be a better person.
Not sure how to get there though...

Unfortunately none of us know what life has in store for us and sometimes that's a good thing.

Maybe if you posted a threat about the parts of your life you want to change, you can get some feedback and even though it's just suggestions, something might fit! I wish you well and hope you can get your life figured out.

 

[TheRealCallie]

Belated welcome to ALL

 

[user 191088]

I want to be a better person.
Not sure how to get there though...

It's never too late to read the Nicomachean Ethics. Just saying...

 

[TheRealCallie]

What is the point of bumping this thread? I mean if you want to welcome a newbie, there are plenty that are actually new.

(Welcome to the forum...again....Unsigned )