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wolfshadow
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Like many that occupy this sight, I find social integration extremely difficult. Unfortunately, I've taken the path of the defeatist for most of my life and it hasn't helpled achieve anything save for isolation and despair.
A couple of years, ago it was really starting to get on top of me - I was drinking too much and my conduct was spoiling my reputation. Then one day, I decided that enough was enough. Most of my issues were self manufactored and I accepted that I had been blatantly dismissing the human potential to adapt and compensate for weakness. In this instance, gradually swapping vain self hatred for genuine appreciation of being alive in the first place.
This hasn't solved the problem of being lonely, but it has taken the sting out of it and also put an end to, literaly, years of insomnia.
A couple of years, ago it was really starting to get on top of me - I was drinking too much and my conduct was spoiling my reputation. Then one day, I decided that enough was enough. Most of my issues were self manufactored and I accepted that I had been blatantly dismissing the human potential to adapt and compensate for weakness. In this instance, gradually swapping vain self hatred for genuine appreciation of being alive in the first place.
This hasn't solved the problem of being lonely, but it has taken the sting out of it and also put an end to, literaly, years of insomnia.
