shylittlekitten
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Hi...
Its really hard for me to talk to people. I think I come off as cold, sometimes.People get frusterated and don't know how to act around me.
I sometimes feel like they are expecting something from me or like I should react a certain way, and it just confuses me so I do and say nothing. That's usually my default reaction if I get nervous or scared. Nothing. Doesn't mean that I don't care. I think sometimes people say things on purpose to try to irritate me, and I can tell, but I don't know what they are wanting from me.
I am a very loesome person. I like attenton. I can be very affectionate, just not super converational. I've been working on it, making my self talk to other people, online a lot, but even sending e-mails makes me nervous. "what should I say? is this appropriate? What if this person stops talking to me because I say something rediculous?"
I know I think about it too much. I spend so much time worrying about what is socially acceptable to say that I can't be myself. And since I have such a hard time talking, what is "myself" actually like?
Being a lone too long makes me grumpy and depressed. But I can only be around people for so long before I get scared and go hide. =(
Anywho..... just wanted to say... if anyone just wants someone to tell all their problems too, I am non judgemental. I like reading e-mails. I try to send them back, sometimes it just takes me a few hours to figure out what to say back.
Its really hard for me to talk to people. I think I come off as cold, sometimes.People get frusterated and don't know how to act around me.
I sometimes feel like they are expecting something from me or like I should react a certain way, and it just confuses me so I do and say nothing. That's usually my default reaction if I get nervous or scared. Nothing. Doesn't mean that I don't care. I think sometimes people say things on purpose to try to irritate me, and I can tell, but I don't know what they are wanting from me.
I am a very loesome person. I like attenton. I can be very affectionate, just not super converational. I've been working on it, making my self talk to other people, online a lot, but even sending e-mails makes me nervous. "what should I say? is this appropriate? What if this person stops talking to me because I say something rediculous?"
I know I think about it too much. I spend so much time worrying about what is socially acceptable to say that I can't be myself. And since I have such a hard time talking, what is "myself" actually like?
Being a lone too long makes me grumpy and depressed. But I can only be around people for so long before I get scared and go hide. =(
Anywho..... just wanted to say... if anyone just wants someone to tell all their problems too, I am non judgemental. I like reading e-mails. I try to send them back, sometimes it just takes me a few hours to figure out what to say back.