It was a lonely day and even though I went visiting for a bit this afternoon and went to church this morning, nothing will fill my day because I miss family on Sundays. It was always the day we got together and played checkers or played cards and ate too much and visited. After my parents passed on, we would hang out with my uncle and aunt and cousins and my brother always called and we chatted for a long time and now they are all gone, too. I really miss them all so much, and I am still really missing my soulmate. I know I should force myself to go out and chat with someone or go sit in the park or go for a walk or do something, but nothing will replace the ones I've lost so I'm just really down this afternoon. No one else can feel that space for me and I wouldn't be very good company anyway. So I will just sit down with my kitties and find a good mystery to watch on TV