anonymoustaco
Well-known member
Hi all you people that I don't know. I'm here because I don't know. I guess I'm lonely? And I have nowhere to run away to.
My childhood has kept me from having many friends, and the friends that I have had have either left me or have stayed, but only talk to me when they need something like a last resort ride or to complain. My only actual friend is in Canada and I have only seen her once because I'm in the United States.
My family life is crappy and I've had a hard childhood when it comes to them. Nobody will hire me, and I start college later this month. I'm going to be a Kindergarten teacher because little kids seem to be the best people ever. I've also recently been rejected by this guy I met on a dating site. We met in person and went to a carnival thing, and he didn't like me because although I'm peppy and talkative over text or messages, I'm quieter in person until I get to know you and warm up to you. I guess I can't easily make friends because of that either. I can't do what I actually want to do in life, which is go and do mission work and help people, because I have no money. And I just feel really messed up and worthless lately. So here I am. :3
Soo, I don't want pity or sympathizing or whatever, I just want to know if there's at least a single soul out there who would care to get to know me. I'm awkward when I talk to people first so yeah..
I like writing, music, singing, animals, the color pink, vintage stuff, old shows/movies, being outside, deep psychological crap, dreaming of adventure, anime, games, movies, and SONIC THE HEDGEHOG <33 I like helping people and being a friend to those who have no one. I'm also a Christian and a pretty optimistic person, but am pessimistic when it comes to myself.
And wow this is long..
My childhood has kept me from having many friends, and the friends that I have had have either left me or have stayed, but only talk to me when they need something like a last resort ride or to complain. My only actual friend is in Canada and I have only seen her once because I'm in the United States.
My family life is crappy and I've had a hard childhood when it comes to them. Nobody will hire me, and I start college later this month. I'm going to be a Kindergarten teacher because little kids seem to be the best people ever. I've also recently been rejected by this guy I met on a dating site. We met in person and went to a carnival thing, and he didn't like me because although I'm peppy and talkative over text or messages, I'm quieter in person until I get to know you and warm up to you. I guess I can't easily make friends because of that either. I can't do what I actually want to do in life, which is go and do mission work and help people, because I have no money. And I just feel really messed up and worthless lately. So here I am. :3
Soo, I don't want pity or sympathizing or whatever, I just want to know if there's at least a single soul out there who would care to get to know me. I'm awkward when I talk to people first so yeah..
I like writing, music, singing, animals, the color pink, vintage stuff, old shows/movies, being outside, deep psychological crap, dreaming of adventure, anime, games, movies, and SONIC THE HEDGEHOG <33 I like helping people and being a friend to those who have no one. I'm also a Christian and a pretty optimistic person, but am pessimistic when it comes to myself.
And wow this is long..
