Imoral Christian
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Hi
I was going to join up and post different way for people to contact me without using sofware that has rules and moderation. I don't want friends now anymore.
Right now l am learning to accept reality as l see it.
Please don't bother messaging this post it will probably be baned as soon as its posted.
My reality is this.
I can't ring life line they will not answer there my phone when l ring. They have me listed as a dangerous person.
I can't join the forums for sewerside prevention online. I wrote to contact us and they sent me a letter of rejection before l even joined them.
I was banned from Mental Health Forums and no reason was given why.
In fact l have been baned from ever forum l ever jioned in 46 years of living.
I was put on a DSP pension because the goverment said l was a danger to myself and others.
I swear l am not as bad a person that reality tells me.
I have been married 22 years and my wife says l am the best hudband in the world.
In all my life l have never spent time in jail.
My living corodinator says my ranting and venting has hurt a very lot of people.
This is the reality that l must accept.
Its not nice and at times l have walked up to a police man and asked him to get out his gun and blow my head off.
I used to be a christian a very good one for 30 years but now l see it all as double standards and people living as a group on a big tictional dream.
I got a person she goes out of her way to help me.
Problem is when l talk with her its all about me and never about her. I hurt myself with this person l yold her all about all the hidden things you keep to yourself at night.
Well ladt night l couldn't sleep l was full of worry and fear that l did something wrong.
That's all l have to share.
Moderator go ahead and baned me.
I probable offended every person here as soon as l opened my mouth.
To hell with rules.
To hell with moderation.
I am just trying to accept reality.
I can't get help l am reject all over the planet.
I am living hell on earth.
Bye
I was going to join up and post different way for people to contact me without using sofware that has rules and moderation. I don't want friends now anymore.
Right now l am learning to accept reality as l see it.
Please don't bother messaging this post it will probably be baned as soon as its posted.
My reality is this.
I can't ring life line they will not answer there my phone when l ring. They have me listed as a dangerous person.
I can't join the forums for sewerside prevention online. I wrote to contact us and they sent me a letter of rejection before l even joined them.
I was banned from Mental Health Forums and no reason was given why.
In fact l have been baned from ever forum l ever jioned in 46 years of living.
I was put on a DSP pension because the goverment said l was a danger to myself and others.
I swear l am not as bad a person that reality tells me.
I have been married 22 years and my wife says l am the best hudband in the world.
In all my life l have never spent time in jail.
My living corodinator says my ranting and venting has hurt a very lot of people.
This is the reality that l must accept.
Its not nice and at times l have walked up to a police man and asked him to get out his gun and blow my head off.
I used to be a christian a very good one for 30 years but now l see it all as double standards and people living as a group on a big tictional dream.
I got a person she goes out of her way to help me.
Problem is when l talk with her its all about me and never about her. I hurt myself with this person l yold her all about all the hidden things you keep to yourself at night.
Well ladt night l couldn't sleep l was full of worry and fear that l did something wrong.
That's all l have to share.
Moderator go ahead and baned me.
I probable offended every person here as soon as l opened my mouth.
To hell with rules.
To hell with moderation.
I am just trying to accept reality.
I can't get help l am reject all over the planet.
I am living hell on earth.
Bye