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cumulus.james

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I was watching Great Expectations and all the dude does with the money and opportunities is wear fancy clothes, muck about and get a girl.

He did not deserve it. I would have done better. If others use thier resources to help you then you should make it your duty to use what you have gained to help others. He just helps himself.
 
I find that 'deserve' has got very little to do with life- fair does not enter into it. It's just chances and their outcomes, for good or bad.
 
SophiaGrace said:
Buy a lottery ticket every week. Who knows. You might get lucky.

I am the unluckiest person in the world my dearest Sophia. I buy 10 lottery tickets a week on 2 different lottery's, go in for every competition, I am suing someone but losing, my business went bust, and I spent a whole week rushing around London sourcing rare books that someone is selling on eBay for £1000 and no one will buy them off me for quarter of the price!

I am the Midas touch in reverse, I can turn gold into ****.

There is definitely a curse over me. I cant get a break at all.
 
cumulus.james said:
SophiaGrace said:
Buy a lottery ticket every week. Who knows. You might get lucky.

I am the unluckiest person in the world my dearest Sophia. I buy 10 lottery tickets a week on 2 different lottery's, go in for every competition, I am suing someone but losing, my business went bust, and I spent a whole week rushing around London sourcing rare books that someone is selling on eBay for £1000 and no one will buy them off me for quarter of the price!

I am the Midas touch in reverse, I can turn gold into ****.

There is definitely a curse over me. I cant get a break at all.

Stop buying lottery tickets
Wont that mean you have more money? xD
 
condemnedsoul666 said:
cumulus.james said:
SophiaGrace said:
Buy a lottery ticket every week. Who knows. You might get lucky.

I am the unluckiest person in the world my dearest Sophia. I buy 10 lottery tickets a week on 2 different lottery's, go in for every competition, I am suing someone but losing, my business went bust, and I spent a whole week rushing around London sourcing rare books that someone is selling on eBay for £1000 and no one will buy them off me for quarter of the price!

I am the Midas touch in reverse, I can turn gold into ****.

There is definitely a curse over me. I cant get a break at all.

Stop buying lottery tickets
Wont that mean you have more money? xD

Money is not the point. I dont want money I want the opportunity to thrive. I've had money it did not do me much good. I am just generally poor in all areas of life.

If I am honest the thing that would me the world to me at this moment in time would be a good long snog form someone I am in love with and who is in love with me. Money can not buy that. it can bye a pretend version of it. But to see love in someones eyes and for them to kiss you and mean it. That is the holy grail.

How are you condemmedsoul? not heard from you for a while. Fancy a snog?
 
You sound really down. Maybe your problem is that you are depressed rather than external things. :/

I get the feeling you could kiss someone and still feel empty. This is what depression does to you.
 
SophiaGrace said:
You sound really down. Maybe your problem is that you are depressed rather than external things. :/

I get the feeling you could kiss someone and still feel empty. This is what depression does to you.

I am depressed because I am alone. The kiss thing is about not being alone. For someone to want you must be an amazing feeling. All those people in the clubs and bars right now picking and choosing hose affections they accept. I hate them.

All the family's opening presents and being together tomorrow, I hate them too.
 
cumulus.james said:
SophiaGrace said:
You sound really down. Maybe your problem is that you are depressed rather than external things. :/

I get the feeling you could kiss someone and still feel empty. This is what depression does to you.

I am depressed because I am alone. The kiss thing is about not being alone. For someone to want you must be an amazing feeling. All those people in the clubs and bars right now picking and choosing hose affections they accept. I hate them.

All the family's opening presents and being together tomorrow, I hate them too.

you won't be with your family?
 
SophiaGrace said:
cumulus.james said:
SophiaGrace said:
You sound really down. Maybe your problem is that you are depressed rather than external things. :/

I get the feeling you could kiss someone and still feel empty. This is what depression does to you.

I am depressed because I am alone. The kiss thing is about not being alone. For someone to want you must be an amazing feeling. All those people in the clubs and bars right now picking and choosing hose affections they accept. I hate them.

All the family's opening presents and being together tomorrow, I hate them too.

you won't be with your family?

Haven't got any
 
cumulus.james said:
SophiaGrace said:
cumulus.james said:
SophiaGrace said:
You sound really down. Maybe your problem is that you are depressed rather than external things. :/

I get the feeling you could kiss someone and still feel empty. This is what depression does to you.

I am depressed because I am alone. The kiss thing is about not being alone. For someone to want you must be an amazing feeling. All those people in the clubs and bars right now picking and choosing hose affections they accept. I hate them.

All the family's opening presents and being together tomorrow, I hate them too.

you won't be with your family?

Haven't got any

Oh you were talking about a generic family, not that your family was going to be opening presents and be together without you.

my bad.
 
SophiaGrace said:
cumulus.james said:
SophiaGrace said:
cumulus.james said:
SophiaGrace said:
You sound really down. Maybe your problem is that you are depressed rather than external things. :/

I get the feeling you could kiss someone and still feel empty. This is what depression does to you.

I am depressed because I am alone. The kiss thing is about not being alone. For someone to want you must be an amazing feeling. All those people in the clubs and bars right now picking and choosing hose affections they accept. I hate them.

All the family's opening presents and being together tomorrow, I hate them too.

you won't be with your family?

Haven't got any

Oh you were talking about a generic family, not that your family was going to be opening presents and be together without you.

my bad.

I meant that other people will be together with their family's.
 
cumulus.james said:
I was watching Great Expectations and all the dude does with the money and opportunities is wear fancy clothes, muck about and get a girl.

He did not deserve it. I would have done better. If others use thier resources to help you then you should make it your duty to use what you have gained to help others. He just helps himself.

Golly, I thought the post title read. "I deserve a BENEFIBER!

lol

 
It was a good book.

And it's just that, a book, nothing but good literature. :)

Hell, I would love a benefactor as well! Pip at least helped that friend of his to get his business going.
 

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