I want to be able to smile without having to fake it........

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and to laugh. Genuinely laugh without it all being an act

I want to yearn to get out of bed in a morning instead of it being a colossal effort

I want a hunger for life instead of a loathing of it

I want to see happy couples going by, smile and be happy for them instead of feeling contempt

I want to be high on life, not on alcohol



I just want a girl to love who feels the same way about me