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Blue_Eyed_Symphony
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So, as some of you knew, things have been rocky and confusing in my love life.
BUT I must say something:
I've had this amazing guy who has loved me (even my morning rage) without any hesitation. He's picked me up when I've fallen, he's held my hand when I was down & he never once held my anxiety and depression against me. I ever realized until now......I have the most amazing guy who loves me and yet I still complain. Yes we come from different backgrounds, yes we are completely different but in the end, I know I can always bury my head in his chest to cry. I took this for granted.....now all I want to do is be with him.....nothing else matters. So......guess who is getting married? Eeeeeeeeeeeeek....I'm allowing myself to trust in another man that has been there for me for soooooooooooo long. Honestly, if it want for him staying on my ass and making sure that I change my life around.....I'd probably be dead. He's my rock, he's my everything. And if any chick tries to take him from me or even LOOKS at him, I will ******* rip her throat out with an ice cream scoop. I've taken this man for granted and now appreciated his amazingness. I must say..........I'm never going to let him go. I just feel bad because he gave me his soul and I don't know how to tell him that I've already sold my soul for a bag skittles. No, he can't have any of the skittles, though. MY skittles. Grrrrr
BUT I must say something:
I've had this amazing guy who has loved me (even my morning rage) without any hesitation. He's picked me up when I've fallen, he's held my hand when I was down & he never once held my anxiety and depression against me. I ever realized until now......I have the most amazing guy who loves me and yet I still complain. Yes we come from different backgrounds, yes we are completely different but in the end, I know I can always bury my head in his chest to cry. I took this for granted.....now all I want to do is be with him.....nothing else matters. So......guess who is getting married? Eeeeeeeeeeeeek....I'm allowing myself to trust in another man that has been there for me for soooooooooooo long. Honestly, if it want for him staying on my ass and making sure that I change my life around.....I'd probably be dead. He's my rock, he's my everything. And if any chick tries to take him from me or even LOOKS at him, I will ******* rip her throat out with an ice cream scoop. I've taken this man for granted and now appreciated his amazingness. I must say..........I'm never going to let him go. I just feel bad because he gave me his soul and I don't know how to tell him that I've already sold my soul for a bag skittles. No, he can't have any of the skittles, though. MY skittles. Grrrrr
