NoxApex(N/A)
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Hello, I'm NoxApex, you can call me N/A.
And yes, that's a wordplay on a wordplay.
I need a place to put my completely insane thoughts, and then I stumbled across this place. I will likely make a journal for them at some point.
I have a tendency to write entirely or semi-entirely from a stream of consciousness, as I also think in this manner as well. I have a very, tongue-in-cheek approach to certain subjects, that vagueness is somewhat on purpose. The gist being that I have these things that go through my mind, that I can't speak about directly in a comfortable way publicly.
So, what's a creative to do?
Go mad and learn how to "talk sideways."
I find myself in an interesting mix of thoughts and feelings being crushed under crippling depression and so to a degree this will also be an outlet for me to mediate my mental health a bit on something of a more traditional platform rather than that of conventional phenomena (social media).
I also like retro video games, horror movies, and I'm a 90's kid at heart so sarcastic humor is pretty natural to me.
I definitely, mentally, live on the darker side of life sotospeak. I think that was just sort of a natural development given my personal life. I've found a certain beauty in it though, it isn't all always bad. The Moon and stars are quite beautiful at night.
And yes, that's a wordplay on a wordplay.
I need a place to put my completely insane thoughts, and then I stumbled across this place. I will likely make a journal for them at some point.
I have a tendency to write entirely or semi-entirely from a stream of consciousness, as I also think in this manner as well. I have a very, tongue-in-cheek approach to certain subjects, that vagueness is somewhat on purpose. The gist being that I have these things that go through my mind, that I can't speak about directly in a comfortable way publicly.
So, what's a creative to do?
Go mad and learn how to "talk sideways."
I find myself in an interesting mix of thoughts and feelings being crushed under crippling depression and so to a degree this will also be an outlet for me to mediate my mental health a bit on something of a more traditional platform rather than that of conventional phenomena (social media).
I also like retro video games, horror movies, and I'm a 90's kid at heart so sarcastic humor is pretty natural to me.
I definitely, mentally, live on the darker side of life sotospeak. I think that was just sort of a natural development given my personal life. I've found a certain beauty in it though, it isn't all always bad. The Moon and stars are quite beautiful at night.
