Is this hell?

[Try n Fail]

I remember watching the Stephen King movie "Storm of the Century" some time ago. Anyway, there's a line in that movie which goes something like "That's what hell is all about. Repetition." If that's so, call me Dante and stick a pitchfork up my ass, because I'm in hell! It's the same thing everyday for me. I wake up. I eat a disgusting breakfast. I get on the computer or watch tv for hours. Then I wait for my mom to come home. It's a sad life. Oh, different things happen every once in awhile. I try to take my driving test (which I've failed twice already), or something like that, but it's all basically the same, day in and day out. Yes, I know people are going to say I should stop being so hard on myself, but I'm not. I'm being reasonable with myself. I'm a loser, so I'll call myself a loser. i'm not going to praise myself when there's nothing I've done to praise. So I'm not looking for pity, I'm looking for people I can relate to.

 

[SophiaGrace]

You're convinced you're being reasonable.

What would you like your life to be like?

 

[Try n Fail]

You're convinced you're being reasonable.

What would you like your life to be like?

Alot better than it is now.

 

[Sci-Fi]

Fine, you're a loser. You know why? Because you want to think you are and you keep saying you are. Life might be shoving a pitch fork up your ass but if you keep letting it it'lll never stop. BTW Dante is kick ass cool, except for the "rebooted" one he looks like a pansy. (Devil May Cry reference there). Next time you take your driving test convince yourself you can pass it.

 

[SophiaGrace]

You're convinced you're being reasonable.

What would you like your life to be like?

Alot better than it is now.

Be more specific than "better than it is now." o.o what specifically would make it better?

 

[Try n Fail]

You're convinced you're being reasonable.

What would you like your life to be like?

Alot better than it is now.

Be more specific than "better than it is now." o.o what specifically would make it better?

A drivers license, a job, a house of my own, a family, etc.

 

[SophiaGrace]

You're convinced you're being reasonable.

What would you like your life to be like?

Alot better than it is now.

Be more specific than "better than it is now." o.o what specifically would make it better?

A drivers license, a job, a house of my own, a family, etc.

Okay well, keep in mind, that Edison failed 10,000 times before he built the lightbulb and that bulb has been around 100 ******* years since then.

So, just because you've failed your drivers license 2x, doesnt mean you wont pass it eventually if you keep at it. In fact, I'm fairly certain you will. These are just set-backs, not failures.

You are not a Failure with a capital F. Perserverence is what usually wins out in the end even if something is really hard for you or you don't understand it the first time. Don't let your learning-curve be tarnished by thinking you're a failure. Everyone learns at different rates and people are better at particular things than other things.

Keep at it and you'll probably succeed. One thing at a time. Study for the drivers test every night just a little bit.

 

[Psycrow]

Then go do something about that driver license and move on allready !
because that problem is eating you up from inside and out.

What Exactly is the problem for you when you fail ?
Is it you getting nervous or is there a special area of the test you cant get pass ?

Im not sure how these driver license test are in your country but try to tell us about it
So we can help you get past that problem.

Perhaps study harder on the license ?

 

[Sci-Fi]

Just to add to Psycrow's question. Do you drive at all? If not you aren't gaining any experience at all so I hope your mom or someone takes you out or lets you drive.

 

[Starman]

so what are you doing to achieve your aims?

 

[Poguesy]

Born in lust, turn to dust...

Born in sin, come on in...

Completely unrelated to the main reason of the thread but had to say it