I been on this site for more than a year, for the first 6 months since I register, I never knew total stranger could be so nice, and this was the first place I would go to when I wake up and the last place before I go to sleep.
But now things have change, this site will never be what it once was, and I don't want anyone telling me otherwise or to get with the program.
I used to think it was "me" but the more I come on here I realize I am still the same person from last year. What this site has help me realize is that I can be myself without feeling guilty when in my heart I know what is right, where I can say what is on my mind, and what I have to say ain't pretty.
I am very tire with all the rude, offensive and lack of care reply by a few of the members here. I am not talking about my thread personality, but other members who post about their depression, loneliness, etc... and they get response like "well if your not gonna do anything, then you deserve to be lonely, or like make fun of the OP threads as a joke, making them feel even more lonelier then they were to start with, and after some confrontation, some jerk decided to say but I was only "joking". This has not happen to any of my threads, but who give these people the ******* right to joke around serious emotional issue anyway? And don't even give me any BS that there will always be some jerk dealing with their anger problem, because as I recall as a member here, there were no "jerk" when I register here last year.
There are still a few great people here like Bluey, Samba101, Naleena, gothmother, evewasframed, Satyr, ragingbull, sanal, and many more whom I have not met, and for those I wish them the best of luck. However despite this, I question decision conducted by the mod here. I have met a few A Hole mods in the chat room, people who are a joke and a disgrace to this site yet are mod, and it is just unbelievable.
I also didn't realize that there were so many hard headed snob nose punk girls on here. I have been call an "idiot" among other things in the chat, things that people I use to know would never have said to me. I don't know what has happen, but everyone here today seem to have their own agenda, and that this site is becoming more real life, thus people are dick. There use to be a fine line between real life and this site. There was a wall between the two, and everyday it seem the wall is cracking piece by piece and now people here seem like people in real life. This is no longer a site for lonely people, it seem like it only a facade as the only genuine thing left is its name and the history left behind it.
With all that is said and done, I am very honor to be the fortunate few to have witness and experience the joy of people who care enough for me, and help me through my hard times. As you can see by my reputation, that these people are now "guest" because they are no longer part of this site, and it is a shame. It was a sign that I have overstay my welcome here. Nice, caring, warm-hearted guys and gals leaving was a sign that I should join them as well, because that is who I am.
I do not want to be associated with a few of the members here, and them alone is enough for me to leave. I do not want to be a hard nose ******** taking out their frustration and anger on other, so that they can feel mighty of themselves. I also don't like people telling me that I am a "whiner" and that I don't do anything about it. God knows how much I have overcome to just be living each and every day, to wake up in the morning, to pretend nothing is wrong so that I still have some energy left to study, to work out, all to better myself. But what is worst than all of that is the false accusation of me. The misunderstanding and mis judgment off who I am by my fellow members. I did not come to this site to be disrespected, to have to fend off for myself nor did I come to this site to see people leave, to see that they feel hurt, and to know it all too well.
Don't worry about me, I will be fine, a bit struggling with life but I will survive as I have been since the day I step foot on earth's soil. I will probably be back in a few years from now, hopefully I don't have to and things will change for me, and I hope that that within those few years this site could be back where it use to be. I will miss some of you guys, and I'll be here for another few days in case I get any pm or reply, and then I will disappear altogether.
Chris
But now things have change, this site will never be what it once was, and I don't want anyone telling me otherwise or to get with the program.
I used to think it was "me" but the more I come on here I realize I am still the same person from last year. What this site has help me realize is that I can be myself without feeling guilty when in my heart I know what is right, where I can say what is on my mind, and what I have to say ain't pretty.
I am very tire with all the rude, offensive and lack of care reply by a few of the members here. I am not talking about my thread personality, but other members who post about their depression, loneliness, etc... and they get response like "well if your not gonna do anything, then you deserve to be lonely, or like make fun of the OP threads as a joke, making them feel even more lonelier then they were to start with, and after some confrontation, some jerk decided to say but I was only "joking". This has not happen to any of my threads, but who give these people the ******* right to joke around serious emotional issue anyway? And don't even give me any BS that there will always be some jerk dealing with their anger problem, because as I recall as a member here, there were no "jerk" when I register here last year.
There are still a few great people here like Bluey, Samba101, Naleena, gothmother, evewasframed, Satyr, ragingbull, sanal, and many more whom I have not met, and for those I wish them the best of luck. However despite this, I question decision conducted by the mod here. I have met a few A Hole mods in the chat room, people who are a joke and a disgrace to this site yet are mod, and it is just unbelievable.
I also didn't realize that there were so many hard headed snob nose punk girls on here. I have been call an "idiot" among other things in the chat, things that people I use to know would never have said to me. I don't know what has happen, but everyone here today seem to have their own agenda, and that this site is becoming more real life, thus people are dick. There use to be a fine line between real life and this site. There was a wall between the two, and everyday it seem the wall is cracking piece by piece and now people here seem like people in real life. This is no longer a site for lonely people, it seem like it only a facade as the only genuine thing left is its name and the history left behind it.
With all that is said and done, I am very honor to be the fortunate few to have witness and experience the joy of people who care enough for me, and help me through my hard times. As you can see by my reputation, that these people are now "guest" because they are no longer part of this site, and it is a shame. It was a sign that I have overstay my welcome here. Nice, caring, warm-hearted guys and gals leaving was a sign that I should join them as well, because that is who I am.
I do not want to be associated with a few of the members here, and them alone is enough for me to leave. I do not want to be a hard nose ******** taking out their frustration and anger on other, so that they can feel mighty of themselves. I also don't like people telling me that I am a "whiner" and that I don't do anything about it. God knows how much I have overcome to just be living each and every day, to wake up in the morning, to pretend nothing is wrong so that I still have some energy left to study, to work out, all to better myself. But what is worst than all of that is the false accusation of me. The misunderstanding and mis judgment off who I am by my fellow members. I did not come to this site to be disrespected, to have to fend off for myself nor did I come to this site to see people leave, to see that they feel hurt, and to know it all too well.
Don't worry about me, I will be fine, a bit struggling with life but I will survive as I have been since the day I step foot on earth's soil. I will probably be back in a few years from now, hopefully I don't have to and things will change for me, and I hope that that within those few years this site could be back where it use to be. I will miss some of you guys, and I'll be here for another few days in case I get any pm or reply, and then I will disappear altogether.
Chris