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cheaptrickfan
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I have to get this off my chest or I think I'll choke on it, y'know?
So my mood took a precipitous plunge after watching the news segment on the John Edwards affair kerfuffle. It made me angry because of the parallels to my own situation.
Then I got to thinking about the last guy (not my ex-husband) who broke my heart. We ended up breaking up and he went off to pursue younger chicks. Ok, then. But THIS is what gets my goat: He recently tried to come back to me, saying **** like "Oh, I miss you," "We always had such good times," "You really get me," and my favorite, "These young chicks just aren't like you at all."
Oh really, dipshit? Huh. So I guess your plot to bang younger, hotter chicks didn't work out, what a shame. But for you to come back to me as if I would take you back, and let myself be some sort of ****** up relationship consolation prize? Well, sweetheart, even my self-esteem isn't that low. That is just insulting as all hell.
I mean, it was OBVIOUS what you were doing. When we were together, you had that one eye open always checking to see if something better was coming down the pike, and I don't mean just casually checking out other women. I know that men often do that without thinking, like breathing. That doesn't really bother me. No, it was your hot and cold flaky demeanor, your constantly changing stories, your stringing me along, promising me the ******* moon one minute (which I never asked for and didn't even want, FFS), while still shoving me hastily aside whenever someone else gave you a "come hither" look.
How can you really give a relationship a decent try if the whole time you're plotting to get your mitts on a better model?
You are basically saying, "I am settling for you. You're good enough for me for now."
It's ******* disrespectful and it hurts.
omg I think my head just exploded.
...but I do believe I feel better now. Also? I deleted the ****** from my facebook. HA!
So my mood took a precipitous plunge after watching the news segment on the John Edwards affair kerfuffle. It made me angry because of the parallels to my own situation.
Then I got to thinking about the last guy (not my ex-husband) who broke my heart. We ended up breaking up and he went off to pursue younger chicks. Ok, then. But THIS is what gets my goat: He recently tried to come back to me, saying **** like "Oh, I miss you," "We always had such good times," "You really get me," and my favorite, "These young chicks just aren't like you at all."
Oh really, dipshit? Huh. So I guess your plot to bang younger, hotter chicks didn't work out, what a shame. But for you to come back to me as if I would take you back, and let myself be some sort of ****** up relationship consolation prize? Well, sweetheart, even my self-esteem isn't that low. That is just insulting as all hell.
I mean, it was OBVIOUS what you were doing. When we were together, you had that one eye open always checking to see if something better was coming down the pike, and I don't mean just casually checking out other women. I know that men often do that without thinking, like breathing. That doesn't really bother me. No, it was your hot and cold flaky demeanor, your constantly changing stories, your stringing me along, promising me the ******* moon one minute (which I never asked for and didn't even want, FFS), while still shoving me hastily aside whenever someone else gave you a "come hither" look.
How can you really give a relationship a decent try if the whole time you're plotting to get your mitts on a better model?
You are basically saying, "I am settling for you. You're good enough for me for now."
It's ******* disrespectful and it hurts.
omg I think my head just exploded.
...but I do believe I feel better now. Also? I deleted the ****** from my facebook. HA!
