well her i am again....still feeling like **** and alone......i just want out, have had enough...........i feel like i am so alone. cant stand where i am and just cant get a place............can i be open and honest without offending any females?
i would love to spend a night with someone, someone i can hold and feel close. i dont want sex , just to feel the closeness with a female and to feel someone next to me. i long for that so much......i know it wont happen but its what i need for the short term, just to feel normal and wanted....selfish i know.
mick
i just cant stop the tears anymore