Good Evening everyone, I wanted to say hello and introduce myself, I found this forum through a search because I am beyond lonely. I Have been watching from the wings for about two days to see what the site was about and I thought that this might be a good place for me. I am going through an incredibly difficult time in my life right now, and I feel incredibly, horribly & utterly lost in this Life! ........ , I feel SO cold and alone and I just don't know what else to do.. And even if I did I don't know if I would want to do it. Right now I definitely need to be talking to other people but I have no one in my life to talk to. i'm sorry my introduction message sounds so negative. As I mentioned before I have been checking out other post's, threads & responses And I have gotten the general feeling that this could be a safe place for me. I get the feeling that the majority of people here are Very Caring, understanding, and helpful. And I truly look forward to meeting you. Sincerely Blue.