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well...I guess this isn't so much of a thread about lonliness, as it is a thread about asking for help on what I should do next...
I have great difficulty getting to sleep at night, and have tried every trick in the book. Store bought sleep medicine does absolutely nothing for me.. even when I take 4x the dosage, I feel nothing at all... the only medicine that really works for me is a prescription called ambien(zolpedim)..
however, whenever I need to take it, i get high anxiety, and have a feeling of being happy and excited, hopeful, depressed and alone in the world, a feeling of crying and laughing at the same time, and sometimes (rarely), it throws me into a panic attack where I can't breathe, and everything is freezing cold, then i'm burning up, and it alternates while i keep crying and laughing for about 30 minutes.
I feel like total crap when i don't get the sleep I need for work and stuff, but the anxiety I get a few days after medicine isn't very helpful, either.
I can't afford to keep a continuous supply of the medication, which is really what you are supposed to do (doctor said so, and on the bottle as well)...
and I also can't afford to keep going back to the doctor and trying new different medication.
i'm kind of stuck right now, and guess I need some help if anyone can offer it...
Just so it's not completely off-topic, I don't have anybody readily close to me that i can get comfort or help from, as i have to deal with this by myself
I have great difficulty getting to sleep at night, and have tried every trick in the book. Store bought sleep medicine does absolutely nothing for me.. even when I take 4x the dosage, I feel nothing at all... the only medicine that really works for me is a prescription called ambien(zolpedim)..
however, whenever I need to take it, i get high anxiety, and have a feeling of being happy and excited, hopeful, depressed and alone in the world, a feeling of crying and laughing at the same time, and sometimes (rarely), it throws me into a panic attack where I can't breathe, and everything is freezing cold, then i'm burning up, and it alternates while i keep crying and laughing for about 30 minutes.
I feel like total crap when i don't get the sleep I need for work and stuff, but the anxiety I get a few days after medicine isn't very helpful, either.
I can't afford to keep a continuous supply of the medication, which is really what you are supposed to do (doctor said so, and on the bottle as well)...
and I also can't afford to keep going back to the doctor and trying new different medication.
i'm kind of stuck right now, and guess I need some help if anyone can offer it...
Just so it's not completely off-topic, I don't have anybody readily close to me that i can get comfort or help from, as i have to deal with this by myself