My loneliness threatens my health

[jamesey]

I don't know what kind of joke life is but I effing hate it. I'm not in the mood to wallow tonight so tonight I'm gonna effing complain. I'm so sick of this. The emptiness of my life paralyzes my work and I can't help myself but to stare at some distant nothingness until I stare enough that i go numb. I'm tired and as a matter of fact I always feel tired but not physical fatigue but emotional. My emotional fatigue is sapping every form of energy in my body and I just don't want to do anything but lie down on my bed all day and just wait for the end of time.
It's not like I didn't try either but the right one never comes. I can date anyone but without the right one it still always feels empty. It's affecting me bad. It's causing a lot of stress and psychological downs. I'm gonna turn 22 soon and I can't help but think that soon I will have another 365 days to feel empty to.
I'm so depressed right now but it's like depressed angry and I just feel like typing everything that I feel on the internet. I don't care if it pisses people off and I don't care if nobody cares. I just want to express it. Thank you internet for letting many anonymous people on the internet read it. Thank you. It really makes me feel less insignificant.

< Insert Song: Winter -by Bayside >

 

[Empathy]

Have felt the same way, dude. Feel it all the time. Like your avatar pic.

Don't give up yet, I'm 23 and still surviving, and enjoying life enough to keep it up.

Right at this moment (I've had a few drinks) my best advice is to enjoy yourself, get out there and have some fun, don't hold back, and see what comes of it.

There are a lot of people here who understand ya, talk to us and you may find a gal who feels just as strongly. Thanks for posting

 

[iny_75]

i hope that someday u wont remember these feelings and all bad times will be gone , god help u my friend

 

[jamesey]

i hope that someday u wont remember these feelings and all bad times will be gone , god help u my friend

I hope not to remember these things one day too but chances are I will and most likely I will be even more bitter than I am now.

 

[No One]

Don't worry. I hope things work out for you. I've gone through some very lonely patchs in my life, btu from time to time I get chance to be less lonely.

 

[lonelygirl]

Hi jamesy,

Depression is very, very exhausting. It's not your fault. There are many remedies. One is sunlight, one is moving your body. Another is abstaining from any addictive substance or behavior which may be hurting you (whatever it may be). Please PM me if you wanna talk.

 

[payne]

Hello everyone.


Althought not that bad, I felt similar things, so I didn't want to open a new topic for that:

I'm not a 'social' person. I'm of age 19, go to college, and there have been times I've been doing sports activities, etc. etc.; but since childhood, I had preferred books, games, computers and other electronic stuff to humans. I knew it would mean I'd have less friends, etc., but being an anti-social, I didn't really care about it. I made friends, but I've always had a distance, except a rare minority that shared similar interests and had similar thoughts with me.

Anyways, not surprisingly, I've never been very close with any female person. I was fine with it; I had been convinced there is no "the one right person" for me, and all was OK as long as I avoided falling in love. (Why I've never had someone close is a much more complex issue, probably another topic) Except a few times I fell in love with the wrong person (mostly platonic, and someone over web a few times) all was fine. Being alone was my choice and I was going to focus on my projects etc. etc.

But, since... like a year, a feeling of loneliness struck me, and it started to get annoying. Not enough to ruin my life or affect my health, but enough to annoy me when I'm trying to concentrate on my projects, exams, etc. I can't blame everything on loneliness, but being a lazy person (and that can be distracted easily too), it becomes one of the excuses not to work.

Sooo, any advices on how to overcome this painful feeling?

 

[Hopeiseternal]

Jamesey, with out a question of doubt, lonliness can be, extreamly exhausting, it aint your fault for feeling like this, I realy wish I could reach out and touch you in your lonliness, take one day at a time friend.

 

[jamesey]

Thank You. I'm glad someone can emphatize with me. It makes me feel less of someone who is alone in holding the collapsing roof that's about to crush me.

 

[quietman2010]

I don't know what kind of joke life is but I effing hate it. I'm not in the mood to wallow tonight so tonight I'm gonna effing complain. I'm so sick of this. The emptiness of my life paralyzes my work and I can't help myself but to stare at some distant nothingness until I stare enough that i go numb. I'm tired and as a matter of fact I always feel tired but not physical fatigue but emotional. My emotional fatigue is sapping every form of energy in my body and I just don't want to do anything but lie down on my bed all day and just wait for the end of time.
It's not like I didn't try either but the right one never comes. I can date anyone but without the right one it still always feels empty. It's affecting me bad. It's causing a lot of stress and psychological downs. I'm gonna turn 22 soon and I can't help but think that soon I will have another 365 days to feel empty to.
I'm so depressed right now but it's like depressed angry and I just feel like typing everything that I feel on the internet. I don't care if it pisses people off and I don't care if nobody cares. I just want to express it. Thank you internet for letting many anonymous people on the internet read it. Thank you. It really makes me feel less insignificant.

< Insert Song: Winter -by Bayside >

people can put us in a dark place. but we're the only one who can get us out. sometimes you need a friend to help and if you wanna message me please do

 

[edgecrusher]

i know how you feel too. that is how i feel most of the time too.

 

[Frodo Baggins]

I think that Smeagol was a lost soul and I think that it is a fast moving, quick speaking, compartmentalised world where it is easy to lose yourself in the crowd and become a random.
You become a Smeagol.
But the worse part i like him you lose yourself and your identity.
Reclaim it. Find the things that give you joy and do think. Look to exercise to give you natural endorphin boost. I like reading and reading a lot. I have 3 favourite books and I read them over and over. It gives me joy and stability