Ive been on social media for about 6 years. Now, I started to question myself,"why am I using social media?". It made a lot of sense after asking this question to myself. By using social media excessively, I became anti-social. My ideas, perspectives, even my personalities, standards, preferences everything are influenced by social media. It feels like, someone is influencing me without me, knowing any of it. Seriously? We are on social media to look at other's lives and their success and feel bad at ourselves or expose our daily life too much to people, to satisfy our ego? I tried quitting it (using social media), I followed 21 day rule, but when I started using it, I used it excessively after the 21 days , like I was desperate. I mean, lately, I've been admiring Tyler durden, patrick Bateman etc. But, this isn't me. I couldn't help, but scroll through social media again all day, pitting myself, I didn't have anyone who could understand this. So, guess this is my space to share it