Hello everyone.Let me introduce myself.I am from Croatia.My name is Tanja,I am 18 years old and I am going in the nursing high school.Actually I was going to that school considering I just finished it 1 month ago.
The thing I want to talk about is one boy from my class.His name is Marin,but everyone calls him Freeman.Since the first day in the first year of the high school when I saw him first time like everyone else,I noticed that he is different.In all this 4 years of the high school he was acting different then everyone else.Every time when our class would go out somewhere,we would invite him,but he would refuse EVERY time.Many times I asked him why is he so serious and quiet all the time,why he almost never laughs,why he doesn't have a girlfriend,why he never goes out and so on...
Mostly he would just say:"Because I don't want to."
He is not a bad person or anything like that.On the contary.He is very good person,good student and very smart.
Many times I asked him why is he acting so serious and why he doesn't want company.He would just get even more serious and say:"I don't want to talk about it."
Once in the 4. grade in the middle of the class I tryed talking to him to see why is he acting like that.I was trying and trying and after few minutes he almost started crying.Immediately after that he just turned forward and ignored me for the rest of the day.He usually ignores everyone by the way.
During these 4 years of the high school I tryed to find out what happened to him in his life when he is so serious all the time.I mean...all young people are going out with their friends,boyfriends and girlfriends,but he doesn't.He doesn't have any friends,he doesn't have a girlfriend...he is not going out at all.
Just at the end of the high school I was very angry at him because he never told me what happened to him.I was so angry that I forced him to tell me and he BARELY did.We were coming back from school together and when we were close to his house he told me why he is like that.He said that a man called Vincent,(can't remember the last name right now),destroyed his life.He said that Vincent killed all his friends and that he also killed the person called Tina Redfield.Marin told me that the Tina was his dearest person.He said that Tina accepted him just on the way he was and that she was the only one who really loved him.Marin really loved Tina,but he never told her that because they had many problems together with their friends about which Marin didn't tell me anything.
After Marin told this to me,his school books felt from his hands on the ground and he started crying.After that he told me that Tina died in the front of his own eyes.She was poisoned by something very bad.Probably a drug or something.He said that one night he found Tina sitting on the chair and that she was tied up.He said that when he saw her that he asked her what happened and that Tina answered him that some crazy man,(I am talking about Vincent),tied her up and that he said to her that he is going to perform the same experiments on her just like he did it to his own daughter Alexia.Marin told me that Tina told him that that man was completely insane.Marin told me that after that he untied Tina and few seconds later she couldn't breath.Few seconds later Tina got so crazy and she tryed to kill Marin.Marin told me that he tryed to stop her,but he had no choice,but to hit her otherwise she would hurt Marin.After that Marin told me that Tina felt on the floor and that she started dying.Marin told me that before Tina died she told him that she is glad she met him and that she loves him.After that Marin told me that immediately after that Tina died and that he started crying so hard.Marin told me that he was holding Tina and was crying for almost 5 hours.
After Marin told me all this,I gave him back his book that felt from his hands on the ground,he took it and slowly started walking to his house.He didn't say a word.I was calling him,but he didn't react at all.He didn't say a single word.He was just crying and slowly walking to his house.
Considering this,my conclusion is that he had a very bad and hard life.I knew that he wasn't lying or pretending because all these 4 years I knew him,he NEVER went out with us.I mean NEVER.He never came on the dance with us...In short he NEVER goes out.He doesn't have any friends and he doesn't have any company.It's like he doesn't want to have friends and girlfriend.Marin told me that every night he is crying for Tina.EVERY SINGLE night.
I don't even know what else to say here.I guess that Tina's death REALLY had a huge bad influence on Marin.Because Marin told me that after Tina died he told himself that he will never love again and that he will live alone for the rest of his life.He was so serious and sad when he told me that.
I didn't see Marin already for a month since the high school finished.I probably never will since we all finished the high school about a month ago.
I lost a dear person in my life too,but I am not crying for that person every single night like Marin does.Since the first time I saw him,I knew that there is something wrong with him.And now after 4 years I know "something" about that because Marin told me that he told me just a small part of all bad things that happened to him in his life.
Don't you guys think that 4 years is a little bit too long to be sad for someone who was killed???Marin never told me anything about that guy Vincent.All I know about him is that he killed all his friends,that he poisoned Tina and that he also tryed to kill Marin.When I asked Marin where is Vincent now,all he said to me is someting like this:"I got rid of him."
Did he want to say that he killed Vincent??????
It's like that Marin is so full of anger...
Anyway the reason why I posted this is because I NEVER met anyone so serious and sad and lonely.I don't want to even imaginate how he lives now.He is probably all alone and doesn't want anyone just like during this past 4 years.
What do you guys think about him?Is it normal to be sad for so long???
What do you think about Marin?
I feel SO sorry for him.He is very good guy.He didn't deserve that kind a life...
The thing I want to talk about is one boy from my class.His name is Marin,but everyone calls him Freeman.Since the first day in the first year of the high school when I saw him first time like everyone else,I noticed that he is different.In all this 4 years of the high school he was acting different then everyone else.Every time when our class would go out somewhere,we would invite him,but he would refuse EVERY time.Many times I asked him why is he so serious and quiet all the time,why he almost never laughs,why he doesn't have a girlfriend,why he never goes out and so on...
Mostly he would just say:"Because I don't want to."
He is not a bad person or anything like that.On the contary.He is very good person,good student and very smart.
Many times I asked him why is he acting so serious and why he doesn't want company.He would just get even more serious and say:"I don't want to talk about it."
Once in the 4. grade in the middle of the class I tryed talking to him to see why is he acting like that.I was trying and trying and after few minutes he almost started crying.Immediately after that he just turned forward and ignored me for the rest of the day.He usually ignores everyone by the way.
During these 4 years of the high school I tryed to find out what happened to him in his life when he is so serious all the time.I mean...all young people are going out with their friends,boyfriends and girlfriends,but he doesn't.He doesn't have any friends,he doesn't have a girlfriend...he is not going out at all.
Just at the end of the high school I was very angry at him because he never told me what happened to him.I was so angry that I forced him to tell me and he BARELY did.We were coming back from school together and when we were close to his house he told me why he is like that.He said that a man called Vincent,(can't remember the last name right now),destroyed his life.He said that Vincent killed all his friends and that he also killed the person called Tina Redfield.Marin told me that the Tina was his dearest person.He said that Tina accepted him just on the way he was and that she was the only one who really loved him.Marin really loved Tina,but he never told her that because they had many problems together with their friends about which Marin didn't tell me anything.
After Marin told this to me,his school books felt from his hands on the ground and he started crying.After that he told me that Tina died in the front of his own eyes.She was poisoned by something very bad.Probably a drug or something.He said that one night he found Tina sitting on the chair and that she was tied up.He said that when he saw her that he asked her what happened and that Tina answered him that some crazy man,(I am talking about Vincent),tied her up and that he said to her that he is going to perform the same experiments on her just like he did it to his own daughter Alexia.Marin told me that Tina told him that that man was completely insane.Marin told me that after that he untied Tina and few seconds later she couldn't breath.Few seconds later Tina got so crazy and she tryed to kill Marin.Marin told me that he tryed to stop her,but he had no choice,but to hit her otherwise she would hurt Marin.After that Marin told me that Tina felt on the floor and that she started dying.Marin told me that before Tina died she told him that she is glad she met him and that she loves him.After that Marin told me that immediately after that Tina died and that he started crying so hard.Marin told me that he was holding Tina and was crying for almost 5 hours.
After Marin told me all this,I gave him back his book that felt from his hands on the ground,he took it and slowly started walking to his house.He didn't say a word.I was calling him,but he didn't react at all.He didn't say a single word.He was just crying and slowly walking to his house.
Considering this,my conclusion is that he had a very bad and hard life.I knew that he wasn't lying or pretending because all these 4 years I knew him,he NEVER went out with us.I mean NEVER.He never came on the dance with us...In short he NEVER goes out.He doesn't have any friends and he doesn't have any company.It's like he doesn't want to have friends and girlfriend.Marin told me that every night he is crying for Tina.EVERY SINGLE night.
I don't even know what else to say here.I guess that Tina's death REALLY had a huge bad influence on Marin.Because Marin told me that after Tina died he told himself that he will never love again and that he will live alone for the rest of his life.He was so serious and sad when he told me that.
I didn't see Marin already for a month since the high school finished.I probably never will since we all finished the high school about a month ago.
I lost a dear person in my life too,but I am not crying for that person every single night like Marin does.Since the first time I saw him,I knew that there is something wrong with him.And now after 4 years I know "something" about that because Marin told me that he told me just a small part of all bad things that happened to him in his life.
Don't you guys think that 4 years is a little bit too long to be sad for someone who was killed???Marin never told me anything about that guy Vincent.All I know about him is that he killed all his friends,that he poisoned Tina and that he also tryed to kill Marin.When I asked Marin where is Vincent now,all he said to me is someting like this:"I got rid of him."
Did he want to say that he killed Vincent??????
It's like that Marin is so full of anger...
Anyway the reason why I posted this is because I NEVER met anyone so serious and sad and lonely.I don't want to even imaginate how he lives now.He is probably all alone and doesn't want anyone just like during this past 4 years.
What do you guys think about him?Is it normal to be sad for so long???
What do you think about Marin?
I feel SO sorry for him.He is very good guy.He didn't deserve that kind a life...
