Hi guys,
I am new here so I'd like to tell a bit about myself. So I'm 26 yo student guy, just started my fourth year of Chemistry Engineering studies.
I think I am a nice guy who respects everyone around me, I try my best just let everyone be and I don't like talking about other people. I think I am an easy person - I might be wrong but I hope I never hurt anyone.
The thing is that although I am not a bad person I don't have much friends
things weren't always like that.. when I was younger at school I had many friends but more important I had one best friend who I had much in common and spent most of my time with.
in a similar way, when I had my 3 years military service I had a soul mate - really I loved this guy. we were so close that we even had some sexual experience. beside him, I had many other friends females and males.
after my army service I had new colleagues at work . then when I start my studies three years ago I made some new friends. I am not working for two years since the studies fill in most of my schedule.
I think I should tell you all that I'm gay which makes things even more complicated. I have one gay friend who I barely see since he moved to other town. I used to go out once with him to gay bars and clubs and to meet more new friends - but this situation is different now. it's hard for me to go out to those places - I feel really bad on this issue.
I didn't have a serious relationship for more than two years. I meet people that I get to know on the Internet for casual sex though and I do have two **** buddies - but it's nothing more than just sex...
Thing is that I feel very lonely and empty within. I don't go out anymore with mates. actually I don't know why but it's hard for me to go out lately. my friends at college are only for studies - nothing more. I feel it's hard for me to make new friends. I don't have (and never had) any close relationship with any one of my family members, I don't talk on personal issues with my parents or brother nor with my two sisters. This loneliness I feel have reached a new level and I feel that I can't live like that anymore. I feel like a balloon about to explode, as if I'm going insane..
I was thinking that I might suffer from Social Anxiety or other mental disorder that blocks me from being social and have fun with people. I really don't know what has happened to me the last three years.
I guess I just need ONE friend, one BEST friend like I had in the past
do you guys think one could make a BEST friend on the Internet?
that's basically it for now, if anyone want to get to know me better please comment or PM me. who knows maybe we'll even become internet buddies greetings to all
I am new here so I'd like to tell a bit about myself. So I'm 26 yo student guy, just started my fourth year of Chemistry Engineering studies.
I think I am a nice guy who respects everyone around me, I try my best just let everyone be and I don't like talking about other people. I think I am an easy person - I might be wrong but I hope I never hurt anyone.
The thing is that although I am not a bad person I don't have much friends
things weren't always like that.. when I was younger at school I had many friends but more important I had one best friend who I had much in common and spent most of my time with.
in a similar way, when I had my 3 years military service I had a soul mate - really I loved this guy. we were so close that we even had some sexual experience. beside him, I had many other friends females and males.
after my army service I had new colleagues at work . then when I start my studies three years ago I made some new friends. I am not working for two years since the studies fill in most of my schedule.
I think I should tell you all that I'm gay which makes things even more complicated. I have one gay friend who I barely see since he moved to other town. I used to go out once with him to gay bars and clubs and to meet more new friends - but this situation is different now. it's hard for me to go out to those places - I feel really bad on this issue.
I didn't have a serious relationship for more than two years. I meet people that I get to know on the Internet for casual sex though and I do have two **** buddies - but it's nothing more than just sex...
Thing is that I feel very lonely and empty within. I don't go out anymore with mates. actually I don't know why but it's hard for me to go out lately. my friends at college are only for studies - nothing more. I feel it's hard for me to make new friends. I don't have (and never had) any close relationship with any one of my family members, I don't talk on personal issues with my parents or brother nor with my two sisters. This loneliness I feel have reached a new level and I feel that I can't live like that anymore. I feel like a balloon about to explode, as if I'm going insane..
I was thinking that I might suffer from Social Anxiety or other mental disorder that blocks me from being social and have fun with people. I really don't know what has happened to me the last three years.
I guess I just need ONE friend, one BEST friend like I had in the past
do you guys think one could make a BEST friend on the Internet?
that's basically it for now, if anyone want to get to know me better please comment or PM me. who knows maybe we'll even become internet buddies greetings to all
