grosslonelyguy
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matt4 said:Your partly right I suppose. I have let it get to me but then it is all around us as grosslonelyguy said.
I don't dress with a cap/jeans round my ankles but I always feel I stick out. I see immaculately dressed people who seem to carry themselves better and I think when people do see me they judge me on ethnicity sometimes. Would you think a mixedrace guy from London looking like me likes to discuss politics, is liberal, is interest in different things, emo girls etc
I think people do assume I'm a dope smoker and I just have nothing interesting to say.
You can see I'm really self conscious but I'm trying to figure out why I'm overlooked by nearly everyone in society. Even those I perceive as interesting and want to get close to (those with a little depth!)
It's honestly so boring in society. Most people I know my age (on facebook) talk of when and where their next tattoos are gonna be. I hate tats. Or where to get permanent hair removal from for their genitals. When their next trip to Magaluf, malia, Portugal will be. It's a snooze fest. Has the world gone insane or am I? I really do feel like a grey chess-piece on the board
Can someone be a bit different!
I sometimes dress differently form most men. Yesterday afternoon, I was wearing A red shirt with long black sleeves and with a black button up on top. Kept my shoulder-length curly hair as it is, fake Emerald ring and my necklace (Dragon wrapped around agate ball) with black jeans and shoes.
I dress to impress, but not to be some hipster, or to be different, only cause I wear what I feel comfortable in.
I dunno what people think of me, to be honest. Nobody seems to be able to describe me. Of course, there are those who do not know me who think I'm just being some emo hipster (the fresia?).
I know, right? "Oh em gee gawd! Who is this stranger next to me in bed?" "Kim K's this, Kim k's that!" "Kylie Jenner" "The next party is gonna rock!" "Bud light forever" "I think I might have gono..." effin' hell...
Don't forget those who do not change even after marriage or prison!!!