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I desire one terribly. I just read the "miserable singles" thread. I'm not miserable just because I'm single, as if the idea of being single makes me miserable.
Tons of stuff makes me miserable, but nothing more than knowing, deep down, I'll never love again, will never be married, will never have kids. Basically, I will not be able to lead the life I want to lead. I haven't even been remotely close to a relationship since I was 16. Even then, it lasted two months and ended with my first kiss. It was, looking back, amazing that it lasted two months.
Stop moping around, get out and put effort in etc etc. I have, I have been happy, I have tried.
How can people jump from relationship to relationship so damn easy? How can they meet a girl, talk to her for two days and then they are together. I have no ******* clue how it happens and why it hasn't happened to me since high school.
Tons of stuff makes me miserable, but nothing more than knowing, deep down, I'll never love again, will never be married, will never have kids. Basically, I will not be able to lead the life I want to lead. I haven't even been remotely close to a relationship since I was 16. Even then, it lasted two months and ended with my first kiss. It was, looking back, amazing that it lasted two months.
Stop moping around, get out and put effort in etc etc. I have, I have been happy, I have tried.
How can people jump from relationship to relationship so damn easy? How can they meet a girl, talk to her for two days and then they are together. I have no ******* clue how it happens and why it hasn't happened to me since high school.
