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thelonegamer
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I hate that feeling when I'm depending too much on my girlfriend. She did something I didn't liked at all and I'm super pissed, when I talked to her about it she just either told me a long *** story or she just changed the subject. Now I don't know whether she is in fact telling lies or if she just isn't understanding my point, both suck but I'd prefer the latter anyway. Whenever I picture me everyday without her suddenly life stops making sense, but the same way the picture of me with her right now is very, very uncool. She just refuses to take my point of view in our relationship, whenever something happens we must go on her way, never mine. If I ask her why, she comes with the 'you're breaking up with me' talk. And it's not that she's not aware of it, I guess. I just don't know anymore. I just feel that she doesn't put me worthy of her truth, that it's cool to her to lie to me. And what hurts the most (...was being so close... lol) is that I was never the kind of guy who sticks to a girl: I was always the heartbreaker, the playboy, now I'm in her hands and I want to get out of it the best possible way asap. It just hurts so bad, people in love will understand this feeling, it makes me want to 'retire' from relationships. They are never right and the only thing it does is to hurt people, that's what I'd say if someone asked me the definition of relationship. I'm just tired, sigh
