JoeVegas
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Sometimes it's her, sometimes it's someone new. Sometimes it's sexual, but most of the time it's cute, hold you close, love you forever. Sometimes it ends happily, sometimes tragic, and sometimes it just fades into nonsense.
But always, I wake up alone. Reluctant to wake fully and face my lonely life, too afraid to return to sleep so that my subconscious can bitch slap me again.
I work hard to survive without what most people consider necessary to survive. It becomes unbearable when the reminders are self-inflicted. I just want to shake it off, but it lingers like that bad taste from smoking too much and eating too little.
O well...
Thanks for providing a place to spill this...
But always, I wake up alone. Reluctant to wake fully and face my lonely life, too afraid to return to sleep so that my subconscious can bitch slap me again.
I work hard to survive without what most people consider necessary to survive. It becomes unbearable when the reminders are self-inflicted. I just want to shake it off, but it lingers like that bad taste from smoking too much and eating too little.
O well...
Thanks for providing a place to spill this...