LonelySutton
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Oh yes, I just want to whine right now.
(1) First I am sick. Never even saw it coming but think it might have happened Sunday night. Sunday night I had one of the worst nightmares that I have ever had IN MY LIFE. Really terrifying. And typically I don't have those unless I have a fever. Never thought much of it, but woke up with a sore throat. I went to work.
(2) Yesterday at work, I felt horrible. In addition to the store throat, I felt dizzy and cold even though it was warm. When I got home I had a 101.5 fever.
(3) I HATE being sick when you are alone. It was extremely hard getting into bed last night and of course, I had very little food. Thank god I had gotten medication this weekend. Makes you think about what is going to happen if you have a serious illness or operation.
(4) When I am sick, time slows down and, perhaps due to hallucination, I am overly emotional. I get to ruminate on how much I dislike my life and get comfortable away from work. I just want to chuck it all. And quit work and sit on my couch.
(5) I hate with a passion the guilt and frustration I feel about having to go back to work. When I went to call out my boss had already e-mailed me to ask me if I could cover for someone else -- who was sick. I know, I know, nothing I could do, but I just feel like obviously when I return to work 2 days of work will be sitting in my box and certain people will be mad and thinking I was faking. Though I have a new work situation and my new boss is pretty cool I am just tired to death of *this*. Even when I was a kid if I was sick, going back to school wasn't that bad. People actually would help you and get your home work for you. Not at work.
just frustrated and hallucinating with a fever. ;(
(1) First I am sick. Never even saw it coming but think it might have happened Sunday night. Sunday night I had one of the worst nightmares that I have ever had IN MY LIFE. Really terrifying. And typically I don't have those unless I have a fever. Never thought much of it, but woke up with a sore throat. I went to work.
(2) Yesterday at work, I felt horrible. In addition to the store throat, I felt dizzy and cold even though it was warm. When I got home I had a 101.5 fever.
(3) I HATE being sick when you are alone. It was extremely hard getting into bed last night and of course, I had very little food. Thank god I had gotten medication this weekend. Makes you think about what is going to happen if you have a serious illness or operation.
(4) When I am sick, time slows down and, perhaps due to hallucination, I am overly emotional. I get to ruminate on how much I dislike my life and get comfortable away from work. I just want to chuck it all. And quit work and sit on my couch.
(5) I hate with a passion the guilt and frustration I feel about having to go back to work. When I went to call out my boss had already e-mailed me to ask me if I could cover for someone else -- who was sick. I know, I know, nothing I could do, but I just feel like obviously when I return to work 2 days of work will be sitting in my box and certain people will be mad and thinking I was faking. Though I have a new work situation and my new boss is pretty cool I am just tired to death of *this*. Even when I was a kid if I was sick, going back to school wasn't that bad. People actually would help you and get your home work for you. Not at work.
just frustrated and hallucinating with a fever. ;(
