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Feel trapped in limbo.
Totally clueless when it comes to system and procedure
live with an old grandfather who is about just as clueless

Today, someone I thought was a friend stabbed me in the back.
Now, it's just me, the dog, and my clueless grandfather.
Everyone I've known on a deep level has either died, betrayed me, or both.

Doesn't matter what I do, never seem to get anywhere.
Stomach hurts all the time, I've had severe IBS since I was a child.
All my life things just don't work out, for one reason or another.

In the midst of all of it, I just wish there something real. Just one person that I can relate to, be a real part of their life, has a way of making all of this worthwhile.

People come and go, relationships come and go, seems like nobody wants something real.

No matter what I do in life, I'm always going to feel distant and displaced. Experience has taught me it's not worth being close to anyone, they will stab you in the back.

It's an empty life of pain and sorrow no matter how you slice it. Such a life is only good for suffering. Reminds me of Hebrews 11:35 "Women received back their dead, raised to life again. Others were tortured and refused to be released, so that they might gain a better resurrection."

Now I don't think any of them went looking to be tortured, but after having broken their spirits and adapting to a life of torture and suffering they saw that it would be useless to leave. I mean if your life is already ruined then why not just accumulate suffering so that you're next life will be better?

There is a paradigm at work here. My problem with Karma is that you tend to think whatever happens is what they deserve. I mean did anyone deserve the Holocaust? what do you suppose Hitler is going to deserve? And so it goes on and on, until everyone deserves nuclear annihilation and we start over again from scratch.
 
Sorry you're going through that , Dude.

I dont really have an answer for the big things or little things.
I know you're well educated, openmind and thoughtful in trying to see things from
many aspect to try to understand the reasons and meaning of it all.

You know as will as I do that forgiveness is to prevent suffering
for ourselves after being hurted by others. Suffering is reliving the pains over and over
again for that one particular situations.
It never render the other party white as snow.

Such as a resentment...A resentment is reliving the same anger over and over again in our head.
There's nothing wrong with feeling anger..it's reliving it again and again.


When you have accumilated a list of trustpassed from others,
Forgiveness becomes like a chore.
Accumilated pain sometimes will leave mental and emotional scars
for a life time. (some say). I hope that's not true.

But my reality is..it's freaken torturing no matter how much
Ive let go of the baggages. Theres always residue of it.

Those residue or baggages gets trigger and come to the surface
as Im feeling the current pain from the current situations.
Some say it's kind of like Opportunity in Chaos to let go
or release old deep emotional pains ive burried.

So they're saying I actaully set myself up to hurt again
so that I may release my deep burried emotional pains.
It makes sense..I guess. IDK.
Thats if you beleive in self sabatage....

Karma?? Ive had plenty of sessions with clergymen, spiritual advisor and wise people
about such matter. Ive been told if you forgive...the cycle of karma stops or discipate.
Idk if its true or not. I dont believe I deserved to be treated unfair nor hurted.

Then again it's kind of like JOBS..Life went totally south for him no matter what he
did...But he would never curse GOD. The devil was like angle god created to
do that...to test our faith, trust and love in GOD. GOD gave double everything back
to JOBS after he lost everything. Double for your troubles....
IDK...about that either...that's a hell of a way to test my faith.
Ive lost faith becuase it hurts so damn much.

Then again it's kind of like John 10:10
" I came not to save the world but so that you may live ABUNDENTLY."
GOD loves me so so much and wants me to be happy.
And god would provide everything for me. Perform mirracles.
That God would do things for me that I cant do for myself...such as healing my broken heart.
That I would trust GOD...and no human.

Im so much like Adams...(trouble in paradize)
That I love Eve so much. I freaken dis obey one thing that god had forbidden.
The power of chioce god had given me...My freewill.
Thats why God planted the tree in the garden. It was more about FREEWILL.
It wasnt so mcuh that I dis obey god..
It was that I put EVE above GOD. That I turst her more than god.
Shes human..she subject to make wrong decisons and mistakes (sins) as I am.
GOD is perfect...EVE and ADAMS are not.

Thats why Juses gave his commanment it this order.
1 LOVE GOD.
2 Love one another.
 
Well said, I think this was one of your best.

Truely an enormous number of problems simply boil down to unforgivenensss. Life has given me a lot to forgive, but I know I've given God a lot to forgive. Still, I think it's messed up if someone harms someone else so deeply that it destroys their life, and then what the victim is to blame because of unforgiveness? In all honesty, I don't think we can actually help the way we feel, or do anything about it. Feelings simply are what they are. Even if we give someone another chance, the feelings won't change unless they change. Forgivenensss... is for the sorry. How are you going to forgive someone if they aren't sorry?

And there can just as easily be no lasting feelings of resentment to accompany unforgiveness. Sometimes the unforgiveness is a single decisive act of rejection. Whenever someone does something to offend, is genuinely sorry, but does not get another chance, it counts as unforgiveness. Turning away a poor person at your door who needs a place to rest or some food is also unforgiveness, and comes with some serious consequences for Christians: Christ will reject them utterly, and say "when you did it onto the least you did it to me." So if you ever wind up homeless, just go door to door with a bible and remind whoever rejects you that they surely and absolutely damned on judgment day. Brush the dust off your feet when leaving their houses.

Karmic justice is an eye for an eye, and yes forgiveness and turning the other cheek help to break these cycles. Each person has a finite number of wealth, a finite number of years to live, the numbers are set for everyone. In a world of perfect justice everyone would have everything they need at all times. I mean what if we just give everyone a million dollars and leave it at that? But in such a world there is no need for sharing? Ideally everyone would have what they need and there would be no need for sharing, but thats just it. Love, kindness, sharing, is what changes the numbers. And so it is said let everyone seek the wealth of another. I would rather help someone myself then donate to some charity, thats probably spending the money on weapons or something anyway. We've got institutions for everything so that no one has to be bothered with anything, and the whole thing just makes everyone more distant.

"If you fast, you will bring sin upon yourselves, if you pray you will be condemned, if you give to charity you will harm your spirits." -Jesus, gospel of Thomas. People struggle with this, but it's really quite simple. Its not what goes in that defiles, but what comes out.

lol, its a pretty grim thread that starts with a problem and ends with the nuclear annihilation of mankind.
 
I went through a situation with one of my Exs. She's actaully the person that
Ive lived with the most. The last 2-3 yrs of that, She simply did a lot
of hurtful things. Said a lot of hateful words.
Even after all these years..she's yet to say a word to me about anything nor
attemp to applogized or make anytype of restitutions.
I understood about forgiveness but everytime I ran into her there were
opportunity for her to simply say at least Sorry..She havnt done that.
It made me feel like a piece of trash that she would used and abuse
and just throw away. It also fueled my anger into resentments.

It was more than her. I looked back on my life. No one absolutely
no one had applogised to me for anytype of transgression.And Ive lived
through abused, neglect, drama, truama..ect.
Im not saying Im perfect nor dont sins but I do make attempts to rectify
my shortcomings.

And that's exactly how i felt...It was my fault too if i didnt forgive???
Then for months I hear..."stop playing the victim"
It kind of anger me at first to hear this. It's not as if i painted a freaken
bullseys on my back as a target.lol

So..slowly I started standing up for myself more.
I also created a sort of space around me.(The unconditional love space)
It wasnt a wall...but i wasnt going to allow people into my space
if they didnt come from a place of love towards me.
Every now and then Id get SPACE INVADORS.lmao
People that dosnt understand boundaries.
They would come at me with all sort of ideas or whatever...but
it wasnt coming from a place of LOVE. Some where out right stupid and mean.
I was also more soft spoken as a person. Some what shy at first if you didnt know me.
Anyway...it was the beginning of me not playing the role of a victim anymore.
I'd tell space invadors to " **** OFF, GTFO, STFU, I DONT GIVE A **** and **** YOU!!!.lmao"
KInd of like dusting my feet from thier house sort of speak....
So that went on for 2-3 months.lol

I was still practicing my love space.lol
Then oneday my ExWf contacted me. She hurted me alot too. As Ive hurted her.
We had plenty of hurted and ill feelings from our past.
Forgiveness....
She was the first person to made anytype of sincere appology to me..
More importantly...She came to me from a place of LOVE.
I wasnt going to let her in...unless she came at me with LOVE
and I wasnt going to play victim either.
I could actually believe in humanity again.

The uncoditional Love space is kind of like GOD's love for me.
Im surrounded by God's love. Im in God's love and grace.
So when to go at other people...Im coming from a place of LOVE.
 
The male and woman situation is very imbalanced right now. The power elite is the new male, the citizen is the new female. Its the same tactic used in black slave plantations where they promote the woman higher or equal to the man so that the man can't defend her, and she becomes sympathetic to the power elite and creates a nanny police state sort of environment. The male principle is power, but now all power and masculine energy goes to the secret societies pulling the strings. Even soldiers, and politicians do what they are told.

The imbalance is that women have the beauty, but men no longer have the power. When it comes to stripping, or making billions just for walking out on catwalk, women are always going to have the advatnage. In a way it's the mans fault though. A woman can betray her husband, and then have no problem finding guys who will shower her with gifts and attention, etc. Women are the true choosers and controllers of relationships. Women these days are obsessed with facebook and have pages upon pages of horny male friends. The statistics don't lie. By the time we graduate high school nearly all women have lost their virginity, and nearly all unpopular guys remain virgins.

The male principle is postive, the female principle is negative. So its no surprise if men have become more loving and women have become mean and callous, and wont even say they are sorry as you mentioned. My experience is about the same. I demonstate mercy, she demonstrates cruelty. Do you see what has happened here? When men had power it was the other way around, now that men don't have power, women do, and have a natural advantage. Scientific testing has shown that men now look at the eyes of naked women a lot more and women look at the body parts like sex objects. Women have the power and they know it, but they will deny it and say things are perfectly equal till they are blue in the face.

I submit to you, that this so called state of equality is impossible, and what has really happened is that men and women have undergone a complete role reversal.

Because of the imbalance, many men are turning gay, chilvary has died, and the true result and intention of all this is the destruction of the family unit. It's all perfectly consistent with George Orwell's 1984 "In the future there will be no families. Children will be taken from mothers like eggs from a hen." If we stay on this road, we'll probably end up with a race of females and shemales.

From: http://www.savethemales.ca/


The Cabalist Plan To Enslave Humanity


God's Creative Force enters humanity through a man's love for his wife and desire to raise his family in a secure and wholesome environment. It is reciprocated by a woman receiving her husband's seed (which symbolizes his spirit) and nurturing it.

Thus, the Cabalist central bankers are keen to neutralize the male- female (active-passive) dynamo, by making women usurp the male role. They wish to assume the initiating male or "God" role themselves.

According to the book, "Light bearers of Darkness" the Jewish Cabala is a powerful system for gaining control over people by harnessing and perverting sexual energies. (20)

In "Studies in Occultism", (Quoted in "Light bearers of Darkness") Henri de Guilbert says the Cabalist Jew *"looks upon himself as the sun of humanity, the male, opposed to which other peoples are but the female, *manifesting and assuring the coming of the Messianic era. In order to realize this sociological manifestation, the Jew organically extends his influence by means of secret societies, created by him in order to spread everywhere his initiating force...(hoping to realize ) the universal republic controlled by the god of humanity, the Jew of the Cabala." (21)

ERASING GENDER

Thus everywhere, the cabalist bankers have used education and media to neuter the population and undermine the institution of marriage and family.

"We have castrated society through fear and intimidation," Harold Rosenthal boasted in 1976. "Its manhood exists only in combination with a feminine outward appearance. Being so neutered, the populace has become docile and easily ruled. As all geldings...their thoughts are not involved with the concerns of the future and their posterity, but only with the present and with the next meal."

See - "The Protocols of Zion Updated" http://www.savethemales.ca/000334.html

In a recent article, "Man-Child in the Promised Land",researcher Kay Hymowitz says American males have extended their adolescence into middle age.

See - http://www.city-journal.org/2008/18_1_single_young_men.html

"In 1970, 69 percent of 25-year-old and 85 percent of 30-year-old white men were married; in 2000, only 33 percent and 58 percent were, respectively. "

"What Kind of Man Reads Playboy?" The description best fits a homosexual.

See - http://www.savethemales.ca/000165.html

Meanwhile women have postponed marriage and usurped the male role as protector and provider.

"In 1960, 70% of American 25-year-old women were married with children; in 2000, only 25% of them were. In 1970, just 7.4% of all American 30-to 34-year-olds were unmarried; today, the number is 22%. That change took about a generation to unfold, but in Asia and Eastern Europe the transformation has been more abrupt. In today's Hungary, 30% of women in their early thirties are single, compared with 6% of their mothers' generation at the same age."

See - Hymowitz, "The New Girl Power" http://nationalpost.com/opinion/story.html?id=140049

Meanwhile an estimated one million US children were conceived using sperm donors, with 30,000 added every year. Many are born to lesbians who are determined to change the "hetero-normative" basis of society.

See - http://www.city-journal.org/html/17_2_artificial_insemination.html

California is at the vanguard of the plan to replace heterosexual norms with homosexual ones.

See - http://www.newswithviews.com/Jackson/nicholas18.htm

A new law requires schools "to positively portray sex changes, cross-dressing, homosexual marriages, and all aspects of bisexuality and homosexuality. This mandate affects children from kindergarten through 12th grade in California public schools.

Bruce Shortt, author of "The Harsh Truth About Public Schools" notes, "No longer will children raised in these schools understand that God made us male and female. Children will be told that because there are many sexual orientations and gender identities, they simply have to reach their own conclusions about which sexual orientation and gender 'possibilities' are 'right for them.' Along with this will come the message that you really can't tell whether you like something unless you have tried it. The likely consequences of this for children, the institution of the family, our churches, and our culture are horrendous."

The Christian European majority is subjected to a relentless program of social engineering by the Cabalist bankers. Brainwashed ("guilted") to think that only minorities have human rights, the majority is being undermined and transformed into "slaves who love their slavery."

THE LONG TERM PLAN

Who are these cabalists? For our purposes, they are the dynastic families who own the central banking cartel and dominate industry, culture and government, world wide. The names Rothschild, Warburg, Rockefeller and Schiff will suffice.

War, and modern history in general, is an occult inspired charade designed to destroy Christian civilization by undermining our relationship to God, family, nation and race. The real meaning of the word "revolution" is to turn the world upside down, and place the banker in the role of God.

See - "Rothschilds Conduct Red Symphony" http://www.savethemales.ca/000275.html

Every "revolution" since 1640 was dedicated to this goal. The bankers are behind all wars, and most "modern" social, political and philosophical movements, including Communism, Feminism, Diversity, Zionism, Nazism multiculturalism, post modernism, gay rights and sexual liberation.

The video "The History of Political Correctness" shows that some of these movements were devised by intellectuals of "The Frankfurt School" to subvert Western civilization. Some of these "cultural Marxists" literally were Soviet NKVD Agents.

See - http://www.savethemales.ca/000403.html

Almost all were Marxist Jews. The video shows how Americans were gulled to think revolution was trendy and to welcome the destruction of their society. These dupes now occupy all the positions of power in US culture.

See - http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=8630135369495797236

Basically mankind is the victim of a "cruel hoax" of cosmic proportions. When you create money out of thin air, you can buy a lot of "change agents." Our elites actually think they are creating a better world. In fact, they are building a world police state, the "New World Order" secretly dedicated to Satan. They are complicit in the cover-up of 9-11; and the "war on terror" is a ruse to deprive us of our rights.

The "Jew of the Cabala" is the central banker, his allies and minions. The average Jew doesn't know anything about this plan. However, he is wrong to assume that because he is unaware, it doesn't exist. He is wrong to assume he won't some day be blamed for it. All groups and religions have been subverted. Whether Communism or Zionism, many Jews have been duped and manipulated by organized Jewry.

The average Jew is as much responsible for the NWO as the average American is responsible for the war in Iraq. However we all must take exception when our religion or nation are appropriated for evil.
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Intruder | Sun, 2008-02-24 03:42
PRO-SODOMY BILL SPARKS

PRO-SODOMY BILL SPARKS CALIFORNIA PUBLIC SCHOOL EXODUS

Nicholas Jackson
February 17, 2008
NewsWithViews.com

“We’re Here, we’re queer, we’re in the classroom.”

Lesbian Activist Donna Red Wing addressing Gay, Lesbian and Straight Teachers Network, 1995.

Last year, California Governor Schwarzenegger signed legislation mandating that public school children as young as 5 years old be indoctrinated to accept the abnormal homosexual lifestyle and other forms of sexual deviancy.

Christians are saying enough is enough. A broad coalition of Christian grassroots organizations have joined forces to call for California families and churches to rescue their children from California's public schools. 600,000 students may leave the California schools this year alone through their efforts.

The growing coalition includes Eagle Forum, the Campaign for Children and Families, Exodus Mandate, and ten more sponsors, five of which are based in California. These organizations will be providing information to California parents and pastors concerning the new school legislation, how it mainstreams sexual deviancy, and what they can do about it. (Christiannewswire)

What SB 777 Means for Your Children

With the passage of SB 777, homosexual activists now have state approval and a wide open door to promote their corrupting agenda. SB 777 forces schoolchildren to support all aspects of transexuality, bisexuality, and homosexuality, mandating changes to all textbooks, instructional materials, and school activities. Here is brief outline of the changes to California code.

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SB 777 uses the anything-goes definitions of transsexuality, bisexuality, and homosexuality from the California Penal Code, Section 422.55-57. “Gender” and “sexual orientation” in 422.55 are defined by 422.56 and 422.57 to mean all aspects of transsexuality, bisexuality, and homosexuality, whether by appearance or behavior. "Gender" means sex, and includes a person's gender identity and gender related appearance and behavior whether or not stereotypically associated with the person's assigned sex at birth.
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SB 777 brings the Penal Code’s definitions of transsexuality and sex changes, bisexuality and homosexuality into the California Education Code, and deletes the true definition of sex and gender, which is “the biological condition or quality or being a male or female human being.”
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SB 777 then inserts all aspects of transsexuality, cross-dressing, bisexuality and homosexuality into Education Code Section 220, making this section depend on the unlimited sexual behavior and appearance definitions in the Penal Code: SEC. 11.
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SB 777 then proceeds to impose Section 220’s definitions on all schools to require all “instruction” and “activities” (textbooks, instructional materials, classroom instruction, school activities, etc.) to positively portray (not “promote a discriminatory bias” upon) sex changes, cross-dressing, homosexual marriages, and all aspects of bisexuality and homosexuality. This mandate affects children from kindergarten through 12th grade in California public schools. (Randy Thomasson, Campaign for Children and Families)

Bruce Shortt, author of The Harsh Truth About Public Schools, notes, “No longer will children raised in these schools understand that God made us male and female. Children will be told that because there are many sexual orientations and gender identities, they simply have to reach their own conclusions about which sexual orientation and gender ‘possibilities’ are ‘right for them.’ Along with this will come the message that you really can’t tell whether you like something unless you have tried it. The likely consequences of this for children, the institution of the family, our churches, and our culture are horrendous.”

California Burning

Phyllis Schlafly, President of Eagle Forum conveys the urgency, “Many of us have worked to reform public schools. Unfortunately, SB 777 and the related legislation represent a repudiation of 2,000 years of Christian moral teaching on human sexuality, marriage, and the family. The result is that California’s schools are now promoting behaviors and lifestyles that are physically and spiritually dangerous for children.”

Randy Thomasson of the California-based Campaign for Children and Families has witnessed the attack on parental rights over the last several years, “First, the law allowed public schools to voluntarily promote homosexuality, bisexuality, and transsexuality. Then, the law required public schools to accept homosexual, bisexual, and transsexual teachers as role models for impressionable children. Now, the law has been changed to effectively require the positive portrayal of homosexuality, bisexuality, and transsexuality to six million children in California government-controlled schools. To rescue their children, loving parents need to find an alternative to government schools, and every church needs to make it a priority to help parents be in charge of their children’s education again.”

We have never been faced with a threat this great to schoolchildren’s innocence. Exposing young children to ideas and images of homosexuality leaves lasting and corrupting impressions which cannot be easily removed. "Private schools and homeschooling will be the only sanctuary left for parents in California who love their children and want to protect their sexual innocence." Says Thomasson. (WND, Oct. 16th)

The California Crisis, an America Crisis

“The Crisis in California marks the beginning of a new era of persecution in the history of state sponsored, public schools,” says E. Ray Moore, coalition leader and founder of Exodus Mandate. “It is not just a California Crisis but an American Crisis. The passage of SB 777 and AB 394 by the California legislature in 2007 mandates the systematic destruction of the traditional family.”

"There's no stopping this movement. I think they're going to take over the entire system in the next two to five years. "I can't predict how fast the virus will run throughout the public school system, but I think it cannot be stopped," he said. “It is an incredible opportunity for Exodus Mandate to do what we do best, to advocate the biblical message Christian children need Christian education.”

Moore went on to call for Christians to be obedient, "You are being irresponsible as a parent to put your child in a public school," Moore said. We must exercise our religious freedom now and remove our children from godless and pagan public schools.”

"If traditional minded people abandon that system in enough numbers, it will implode. By leaving your children there as a Christian you're exposing them to extreme moral danger. You can't immunize them with a few hours of Bible study during the week," he said. (WND, Oct. 16th)

A Campaign worth Supporting

While the “anybody but Hillary” express will be gaining steam towards November, Exodus California will be working overtime using creative ideas such as teacher and parental pull out pledges to reach their threefold goals:

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To Assist the general public in understanding the implications of SB 777 and AB 394 for the Christian community in the United States, in California and around the world.
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To see 10 percent of all Christian parents in California pull their children out of the public schools
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To see 3 percent to 7 percent of the teaching and administrative staffs resign from the secular schools system and practice their profession in Christian settings.

http://www.newswithviews.com/Jackson/nicholas18.htm
Intruder | Sun, 2008-02-24 03:47
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Intruder | Sun, 2008-02-24 04:08
http://www.judiciaryreport.co

http://www.judiciaryreport.com/images/lindsay-lohan.jpg
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Lindsay Lohan (before and after - within two years of joining Kabbalah)

Lindsay Lohan got involved with Kabbalah when she was 19 years old and it marked the beginning of a terrible, ongoing, downward spiral of crazy conduct, constant car crashes and massive drug use. She was even photographed inappropriately kissing 50 year old female fashion designer and fellow Kabbalah cult member Donna Karan on the mouth. It gave the impression they are using the girl for sex. No teenage girl should be kissing a 50 year old woman intimately on the mouth like that. It was disgusting.

Lindsay Lohan had also lodged a complaint with a phone company alleging fellow Kabbalah cult member Paris Hilton had her email hacked. Hacking, albeit illegal, is standard conduct for that cult.

http://www.judiciaryreport.com/images/britney-spears-ew-2003.jpg

What better deterrent for the public not to join the sick, abhorrent Kabbalah cult than watching a young pop star who had a big career, a famous wealthy boyfriend, huge fan base, big bank account and happy personality, disintegrate after becoming a member.

After joining the cult she became a rage filled, made up language babbling, child endangering zombie who is a prime candidate for a straight jacket. It’s not the same Britney anymore. Her eyes are so vacant and lifeless and her personality is gone.

http://www.judiciaryreport.com/images/britney-crazy-5.jpg

It should also be noted, a member of the Kabbalah cult that became depressed and began breaking down like Britney is doing, committed a vicious double murder. Phiona Davis killed her grandmother and boyfriend by stabbing them over 70 times each then kept going like nothing happened.

It was a terrible byproduct of the cult’s doctrines, brainwashing, chanting, repetitive phrases in their books and invasion of privacy they use on members.

Read more in here
http://aishamusic.wordpress.com/category/cult/

and here
http://aishamusic.wordpress.com/2007/07/12/avril-lavigne-steals-song-again/
Intruder | Sun, 2008-02-24 04:23
The King of

The King of Kabbalah?

http://msnbcmedia2.msn.com/j/msnbc/Components/Photos/050615/050615_scoop...

Is Michael Jackson turning to Kabbalah?

The singer has been wearing the red string bracelet favored by followers of the trendy religion, and a Kabbalah insider tells the Scoop that Jackson has been dabbling in the mystical offshoot of Judaism, whose members include Madonna and Britney Spears.

“Jackson is friendly with Elizabeth Taylor who has studied Kabbalah, and it’s my understanding she got him interested in it,” says the source. “He’s been wearing the red string during the trial, like Winona Ryder did during her trial, because it wards off the evil eye. Looks like it worked.”

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/8133747/
Intruder | Sun, 2008-02-24 04:34
Bias against Muslims in UK

http://www.presstv.ir

UN reports bias against Muslims in UK

Sun, 24 Feb 2008 12:15:33

The United Nations says Britain's war on terror has left Muslims feeling alienated in a nation that is no longer predominantly Christian.

The UN is questioning the treatment of Muslims living in Britain, 80 percent of whom feel discriminated against, especially with police having permission to search people without having to show reasonable suspicion.

From 2004 to 2006, there has been an 84 percent increase in searches of people with 'Asian appearance', compared to an increase of 24 percent for white people.

This has left Britons from Asian backgrounds feeling alienated in a country consisting of a large non-white population, considering themselves essentially British and entitled to equal treatment from authority figures.

Also under question is the role and privileges of the Church of England. A 23-page UN report shows two-thirds of the British people admit to no religious affiliation, unlike the UK's 2001 National Census which claimed nearly 72 percent of the population to be Christian.

Based on this report, the UN is calling for the disestablishment of the Church of England, stating it no longer reflected "the religious demography of the country and the rising proportion of other Christian denominations".
 
Yeah...Ive heard some people say.
That Satin gets to females first because she is the weakest link.
Men's achelly heels is woman.
I my case as far as personal relationships..Its so true.

Ive tried and tried again with equally...such as standing at the alter (marriage)
side by side with her. Not thinking Im bigger nor better than her.
As always she has a very strong will. Then we get into controll issues..ect (so she say).
I wished not to controll her. I wish for her to live and breathe freely as I.
Then she ***** up and realizes her weaknesses. Then she'll want me to clean
up her mess or be like a man..( id forgive..etc). Lead her as a man.
Then i lose focus on God becuase I cant bare to see the one I love go through so much
pains and suffernings. I do see her innocents. I see the true her underneath the vail of it all.
Sometimes it's difficault if it's just the devil toying with me..pretending to cry like her.
But i always always see it in her eyes...
I start running on my own will. This would be where I've ERROR and made that Mistake.
Ultimately...I must turn back to god. Im not really figthing her...Im figthing Satin that has her
in his grasp somehow. I cant fight Satin. Im just a man. Im finite. I need an army of angels
and GODs love, grace and protection. The infinite power of god. A power greater than satin.
Satin too is finite.

The same basic thing that happened in the garden. Perhaps at a grander scale or global level.

So for me...at this moment. I can not worry about the world. The world isnt going to get saved.
Civilazations had come and gone on this plane or planet.
Im turing to back to GOD. I need to heal. Wheather I'll lick my own wounds or God's love would do the same.
I need to focus on my own well being. Wheather I pick myself up off the floor or god's grace is holding me
up. Im surrounding myself with Love. The infinite love that is abandent,
I simply just have to turn on the switch and it's over flowing. Light overcomes darkness with just a flick
of a switch. I stand in the light and walk in the light. Its my awearness and consious. The vails had been lifted.
 
lol at satan and satin. yes, I think the satin gets to her first :p

Actually, you're completely right. In the dualistic fractal pattern of life, the plot of evil is all about creation overturning creator, darkness overturning light, woman overturning man.

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I bet things would be different if you move to an Arab country and try starting a family there. If anyone finds a woman who is willing to honor her place in nature, such a woman deserves all the chivalry in the world. This might be the case anyway. Obama has passed a law requiring all americans to be microchipped by 2013, and has promised the pope to microchip the world by 2017. However there is an excellent prophecy called the Bozrah deliverence which suggests the Arab nations will be left alone. See the mark of the beast is heavily brought about through the Judeo-Christian west. The Muslem nations might become the last place on earth where men are still men and women are still women, and when all of this is starting to happen the people who don't want the mark will all have to move to Iran, where they will be imprisoned until Christ comes to set them free. That is how the prophecy goes anyway. The Koran is also called the gospel of unity. In it the Muslems are actually commanded to observe the Torah and keep the faith of Christ, or so I've heard. I really don't know much about Islam.

http://endtimepilgrim.org/bozrahdeliv.htm

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The first eleven minutes (5 - 11:38) read from George Orwells 1984, which I mentioned earlier.
 
Lmao, satin sheets...

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IdK....
I have Sattilite TV instead of Cable, new
Ive been watching CCTV and The Russian news..just to observe the difference
in Data i used to get from my usual Western news network.

Both Russia and China are more of an open society to the world now,
verse decades ago when the certain were closed.

The banking system had pretty much reak havic in the america and europe.

China continue to invest into all part of the world for menerials
and manty other resources try to supports it's current state of industrialized or so call deveolped
society. Oil is not the only resource a society needs to run on.
China eats everying.lol The UAS also sends food to China as the rest of worlds dose too.
I know this..cuase I drove a semi truck for a year. Produce shipments to LAX to be shipped to China.
Thats was over a decade ago.

Most of the shoping mall where I live are own by China company.
The new houses and developments (the investors) are all China own company with US names on them.
I worked in constructions for a couple of years before the housing market collapsed.lol

Im familar with 1984..I grew up in the 80s as a teen.
Pre cameras at 7/11 and eyes in the sky satitlites.
Heck...I have GPS with Satitlite mode mapping on my cell phone now.
I can zoom in on any part of the world with current images.
My cell phone isnt even the top of line of whats avaliable today.

I aslo notice another pattern...Ive been moving alot lately from state to state.
Every feaken citys or towns I go ...All the motels are own and run by Indian people.
as in from India.lol
Guess where Ipads and Ipon arre made?lmao
They have nukes too.

I also used to work in the electronic industry.
I work on a camera system that can zoom in from miles and get nipple shots
of a chick.

I also worked on cloning mechines. And the was over a decade ago.lol
Not much in the headlines today on stem cells reserch.
Modern meds to keep people living longer.
A possible cure for azheimer.

Some say the earth is reaching it's threashold of supporting humans on this planet. 7 billion.
More people = More developments = less farmland = less food.
Human need freash water to survive and to grow food.

More people that lives longer...lmao
People **** like rabbits and mulitply.
 
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