humourless
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I'll describe it for you.
I was living a decadent life. A slave to the senses. I knew a lot of people. they were my "drinking friends" or my "party animal" friends. I was kind of popular. Sex, drugs and rock and roll to be honest. God was another galaxy away. I didn't miss Him.....yet.
But of course there has to come a "rock bottom" moment, sooner or later. Losing my well-paid job was the start of the domino effect. My drinking friends soon disappeared. I was looking overweight, unhealthy and not good at job interviews. After 6 months of no job and no parties, I was feeling decidedly panicky and starting to question my past decadence. As I mulled it over, I thought "I haven't been to Church in over 7 years." So I went. I met some less flakey people afterwards. We went for coffee. No thrills but something else instead. Decency. Authenticity. Then I realised how I had ignored God all that time. I didn't even miss him. Thing is we tend not to need Him when we are having a good time. But the bad times come and we DO need Him.
The trick is to need Him in good times and bad.
I was living a decadent life. A slave to the senses. I knew a lot of people. they were my "drinking friends" or my "party animal" friends. I was kind of popular. Sex, drugs and rock and roll to be honest. God was another galaxy away. I didn't miss Him.....yet.
But of course there has to come a "rock bottom" moment, sooner or later. Losing my well-paid job was the start of the domino effect. My drinking friends soon disappeared. I was looking overweight, unhealthy and not good at job interviews. After 6 months of no job and no parties, I was feeling decidedly panicky and starting to question my past decadence. As I mulled it over, I thought "I haven't been to Church in over 7 years." So I went. I met some less flakey people afterwards. We went for coffee. No thrills but something else instead. Decency. Authenticity. Then I realised how I had ignored God all that time. I didn't even miss him. Thing is we tend not to need Him when we are having a good time. But the bad times come and we DO need Him.
The trick is to need Him in good times and bad.