****star coming to town

[digammawahid]

Hokay, I have been lurking around here for a while and finally registered. I'll spare you the introductory rant, because I have a specific reason for this post. There is this ****star/hooker who advertised that she is coming to my town, and I think I might, erm, go see her. Her rates are pretty reasonable. She's well known so its probably safe enough.

This would be my first (and since I don't have that much money probably only, at least for a while) time. So...in some ways it wouldn't be ideal. I'm a little hesitant, because I guess I'm still holding on to the whole relationship fantasy, and I wish I could do it for the first time with some I really like, or at least that I didn't have to pay. But when I think about it, it is kind of a fantasy. I haven't been able to convince anyone to have sex with me in 22 years, and nothing is going to magically change anytime soon. I don't even know how to try anymore, and I don't really know whats wrong with me in the first place, much less how I am going to fix it.So, I think paying might be the only way I'll ever get to have sex. And if thats true, why wait any longer. Im (hopefully) going to Thailand in October for a year, and I'm definetly not going to mess with prostitution there, where its all tied up in slavery and poverty and there's no way to make sure shes not being exploited. I dont want to wait another year and a half if I can do this now.

Its kind of depressing though. Although I guess it doesnt change anything, going through with it is kind of an admission that I'm a failure with women. Oh well, that not actually anything new I guess. Also, I feel kind of pervy thinking about it. This just seems kind of gross, and I wish there was a better way, but at this point, I HAVE to do it. I have to at least know what its like. And maybe if I just do it once, I can put it out of my mind after that and just be single.

Also, she is a ****star. Maybe its not that gross, now that I think about it.

SO I guess I started this thread as like a "should I do it?" sort of thing, but now Ive convinced myself that I should, and I just need to work up the balls.

Now that've I shared that, I'm really glad this is anonymous. Aint the internet great?

 

[Code S.O.L]

If you're prepared to deal with how dirty you're gonna feel afterwards, then by all means. Pay this ****star for her 'services'.

 

[Lonesome Crow]

Errrrrrr.....lol

Thailand....thats were my daugther wants to go to get away from all the ******** .

Anyway, I recently moved to Nevada...there actaully fucken ilegal whore houses there.. It kinda blew my mind at first but Nevada is one of those sin city wild west state.

Liveing with my fiancee at the time..so

Anyways....people actually didnt think it a big deal or so wierd.
To me it was...cuz I never lived there before.
They did other wierd **** like carry guns and drinking in public wasnt illegal.lol

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The city actually issues those women licence or good bill of health.
It mind blowing I know...Im still a virgin to certain things.

well I actaully never had to go to a whore house... Im better than that.
I **** fucken slluts.hahahaaaaaa
My firends IRL calls me captain
save a HO...lmao

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Lots of fucken loniily *** self rightous saints around.lol

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After I grauate from sluts...I ma get me a GF...this way shell only take half of my moola.

Then I ma graduate to marriage..this way my wife can take all my monaay. :0

 

[Yeah!]

Go for it, man. You'll most likely regret the Hell out of it, but it won't kill you (Hopefully).

In saying that, your problem is probably that you try and convince chicks to sleep with you instead of going about it the regular route.

 

[allanh]

if you decide to screw a hooker, don't forget to use the necessary STI preventative strategies.

 

[Yeah!]

And bring something to scare away her pimp.

 

[Thrasymachus]

If you have a lot of money, whatever. If you don't just go to a local prostitute or massage parlor(you can find them on Craiglist in your area) and pay alot less. You may not like sex for money and if that is the case, find it out paying less.

 

[trZ]

I vote against this, particularly in your circumstance. You WILL regret this.

 

[nerdygirl]

If you have a lot of money, whatever. If you don't just go to a local prostitute or massage parlor(you can find them on Craiglist in your area) and pay alot less. You may not like sex for money and if that is the case, find it out paying less.

Oh, so YOU'RE one of the people who encourages everybody to ask me for happy endings. Thanks.

 

[SophiaGrace]

If you have a lot of money, whatever. If you don't just go to a local prostitute or massage parlor(you can find them on Craiglist in your area) and pay alot less. You may not like sex for money and if that is the case, find it out paying less.

Oh, so YOU'RE one of the people who encourages everybody to ask me for happy endings. Thanks.

ROFL!

 

[Luna]

I do not understand the mentality of "My virginity is a burden and I have to get it over and done with".

I won't deny that it's awkward and scary because you're afraid of how others will judge when they find out you have no sexual experience etc. But when you meet someone that actually cares about you - they won't see it is a burden or something to judge at all.

IMO, if it's your first time - you're probably going to last a few seconds and suck anyway. I don't think it would even give the slightest bit of emotional fulfillment to drop a few hundred on some stranger and it just be a mechanical, black-and-white moment of "*****-in-******"...and well, that isn't even going to last that long! On top of that - knowing that she's a ****star...she's worked with the best in the sex industry.

Sex (IMO) is more than just "sticking it in".
If I'm going to be a n00b and fail at first, I'd rather stay and learn with someone who cares for me - think of it like a journey with your partner - and if I have to wait for that, I rather would.

I do not know the reasons for why you think you are so undesirable.
Everyone has faced rejection - some more than others - but to admit full defeat? To do something that you yourself describe as "gross"?

I don't think it is right for you in your case; but I'm not here to say "No! Don't do it! It's wrong!" because it's your body and your choice.
I just couldn't help but share my perspective because it sounds like you have doubts.

Had you posted "Yeahhh! Yeahhh! I can't wait! It's my dream to bang a ****star! It's all I've ever wanted!", my response would have been more positive because it is something that you're doing because you want to. Not because you felt that you are left with no other option and am desperately using it as a last resort.

 

[SophiaGrace]

I like santa claus coming to town better...

 

[Limlim]

Oh wow Soph, so *that's* what does it for you huh? I didn't know you two had a thing going on like that.

 

[SophiaGrace]

Oh wow Soph, so *that's* what does it for you huh? I didn't know you two had a thing going on like that.

It's strictly hush-hush dont'cha know. (wary)

 

[Stride]

i must ask the practical question: will it be video taped and available on the internet?

but seriously, Luna pretty much covered it. your choice, obviously, but i'm only guessing (having not done it myself) that it won't make up for any of the loneliness that you feel. if you're hoping for some magical ability to present itself afterword where you can suddenly talk to girls and stuff, i doubt it.

 

[SophiaGrace]

i must ask the practical question: will it be video taped and available on the internet?

You forgot to ask how much it'll cost to view it.

 

[Stride]

everything's free on the internet >_>

 

[Lonesome Crow]

Well SG.....since BOB pop ur cherry.
ur techniuelly not a virgin anymore.


Battery Operated Boyfreind..

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Btw...dose ur BOB have a red nose
on the tip?

if so..can u vedio and tube it? Hahahaa

 

[Kataphractos]

****star? Dude, you don't know where her orifices have been (or what's been in them).

 

[SkuzzieMuff]

If you do this, a girlfriend that you will probably find in the future may as how you lost your V-card, and you'll reply, "a hooker". And, being that it wasn't while in the military in some strange country, she could be repulsed by this, and it could **** that whole relationship up. Granted, someone who got upset by things like that might be a bit of a psycho *****, but those types of women seem to be more common now-a-days. So, I suggest that you don't. :/