Tonight, I'm overwhelmed by the world... more and more and again and again... overwhelmed by the sheer fact that how insignificant, terribly finite, lost, incomplete, lonely, abandoned, useless and helpless people feel in the face of it all. Was I born just to face this nonsense?? What a cruel game played on people!
We are so utterly incapable of handling this disorder and chaos and images and competition and insecurity of life, made worst in our loneliness and insignificance. Here nobody gives a **** about any morals and/or relationships. Here the fittest survies; here the only thing that matters it seems, is if your delusions are greater than somebody else's, if you have more than somebody, if you are better than somebody, if your dreams can beat somebody else's dreams. All and all, if you can beat the other in continuing your gene, i.e. survival of the fittest by natural selection! Here nothing else matters, but a short-term, deluded, pleasure filled life; you come, make a mess, you die and then you leave your mess for the next generation to clean it up (of course, the next generation does the same). Conflict and violence and misery is taken as part of living; people are ready to say and do any nasty thing to get what they want. The only meaning is the meaning that people take in thier shallow and petty prides over thier personal achievements, glories, status, sex and all of it. Here you have NO value other than your material service, which is so abundant anyhow, that you feel you are worth dust even if you manage to survive. So little appreciation and dignity for being just human here thats for sure!
I hope a better world rises out of the people on this forum.
We are so utterly incapable of handling this disorder and chaos and images and competition and insecurity of life, made worst in our loneliness and insignificance. Here nobody gives a **** about any morals and/or relationships. Here the fittest survies; here the only thing that matters it seems, is if your delusions are greater than somebody else's, if you have more than somebody, if you are better than somebody, if your dreams can beat somebody else's dreams. All and all, if you can beat the other in continuing your gene, i.e. survival of the fittest by natural selection! Here nothing else matters, but a short-term, deluded, pleasure filled life; you come, make a mess, you die and then you leave your mess for the next generation to clean it up (of course, the next generation does the same). Conflict and violence and misery is taken as part of living; people are ready to say and do any nasty thing to get what they want. The only meaning is the meaning that people take in thier shallow and petty prides over thier personal achievements, glories, status, sex and all of it. Here you have NO value other than your material service, which is so abundant anyhow, that you feel you are worth dust even if you manage to survive. So little appreciation and dignity for being just human here thats for sure!
I hope a better world rises out of the people on this forum.