Things You Wish You That You Could forget

[Misanthrope23]

all the scars from being a victim in school by being abused physically but mostly mentally. i try to have a new perspective but the pain of the past never ceases to go away.

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Being picked on as a child.

awww okiedokes <3 <('.'<) you were picked on?? you seem like such a nice person. people can be so cruel. they think they're so great by picking on people that have done nothing wrong. they are some of the worst kind of people out there.

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The notebook. I want that memory gone and replaced with like... a good movie instead.

LOL limlim oh you funny green fly XD

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IF we forget then we are not as we were when we remembered. Therefore, we would be different people if we forgot, and this raises the question of who we would be.

i would probably be in a better condition then am in now. if there wasn't so much abuse than maybe i would have the confidence to be myself, trust others, and not have a negative mindset.

 

[Greb]

1.) The way I was treated constantly throughout my childhood up to the present day. Ironically, all the happy things have been mentally blocked now, so in some ways I want to forget and remember at the same time.

2.) The way I was treated with my first two "relationships" which, despite only being two in number of massive, trust shattering ultra ****-ups, left me dejected, broken and untrusting of my current wonder girlfriend, who has been perfect in the seven (eight in April) years we've been together.

3.) Two shock videos I've had the misfortune of MANNING UP AND WATCHING with friends on their laptop at college, generally to not look like a "pussy." I really don't wanna go into the details, but..yeah I would quite like to kill the people involved in them.

4.) How to be angry, envious or nervous about how people think of me. If I can just forget what it is to panic around crowds, be frightened of going outside and possibly even worrying what other peoples opinions could feel like if they clash with mine, I could be a better, more outgoing and confident person.

5.) Seeing my Dad punch my Mum. As horrible as MOTHER SUPERIOR was to me, and as awesome as THE DON PATRIARCH has been to me in the eight months I've lived with him, the one memory of him punching my Mum when I was only like 4 haunts me to this day, and is a black stain on his otherwise white banner.

 

[perfanoff]

A certain board on that thing Reddit. I see how many guys can be happy with it, but it personally depresses me a bit.

 

[Blush]

These two videos I came across several years ago...

 

[ladyforsaken]

Seeing my Dad punch my Mum. As horrible as MOTHER SUPERIOR was to me, and as awesome as THE DON PATRIARCH has been to me in the eight months I've lived with him, the one memory of him punching my Mum when I was only like 4 haunts me to this day, and is a black stain on his otherwise white banner.

Sorry that happened to your mum and you.

Sighs.

 

[Greb]

Sorry that happened to your mum and you.

Sighs.

Thanks. It's okay though, it doesn't emotionally cripple me inside, it's just an annoying "what if" thing that starts off as a tiny fracture and slowly grows to become a fissure. Mentally, I mean. Similar to relationships, most people are clean and trusting but then you get THAT ONE THING happen that doesn't add up, your gut feeling tells you it's wrong etc...then you are right after people got angry at you for thinking it and claimed it wasn't...blah blah blah. I'm sure many have had similar experiences.

But yes, thanks for your reply.




I'd also like to forget how to spell diarrhea, if God or a scientist could oblige me with his memory-kill ray gun?

 

[ladyforsaken]

Yeah, I know what you mean. I've experienced a similar thing.. so it kinda made me recall some bitter memories.

Anyway, I spell diarrhea the same way. Some spell it with an 'o' smack somewhere in between those letters.

 

[ardour]

The entire school experience of constant harassment.

Not studying hard when I should have.

Some of my behaviour towards my mother when I was in my early teens - she has passed away now.

 

[Veruca]

Sorry you had all those rough experiences Greb. My condolences Rdor. *hugs you guys