Unable to apply Delayed Gratification for a girl. Is this love ?

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Pulkit

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Hello,
I am 19 Years old. I am preparing for some engineering entrance examinations, in order to be in a good reputed college.
I am talking some classes for the same.
When my classes was started a beautiful girl used to come the classes.
I tried to have a friendship with her, so i just started talking to her.

Now around 4 months have been passed and we just good acquaintances (as i was not been able to talk to her daily).

MY PROBLEM is that our exams are approaching (only 2 months left) and i don't know why i am unable to study.
I used to think about her a lot. My friends says that "you are in love".
I think that is not true. I just care for her and want that she gets into a good college.
She is not yet a good friend of mine.
I am unable to CONCENTRATE on my studies.
I know that after two months, I can be with her. But my mind is not listening to me.
My mind , my heart etc. wants instant gratification.
I don't know why i am directed towards her sweetness.

If i don't study, my career will be at stake and she will forget me.
If i study, i will have a chance to be in her life as she will feel that i am a good person who is in a good college.
I don't have her phone number.
I don't want to give her a tension by telling her about my feeling.
I just want to concentrate on my studies and want to forget her.
We can be friends after exams. she is very sweet.

PLEASE HELP !!!










 

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