Unforeseen

[Finis Spera]

Have you been ever so lonely, something completely unforeseen happens, someone finds you and comes into your life through some random outcome of circumstances, they reinvent you and re-enlighten you, make you want to restart your life and feelings, than all of a sudden things fall apart, what used to be exciting and interesting conversations that make you feel fortunate and happy suddenly become dull and unresponsive, whilst seeing her still makes your heart go wild, tho it no longer feels like she is experiencing the same, whilst you still go to bed every night, and wake up every morning thinking about her and everything that she could mean to you, knowing in the back of your mind, she will most likely not even say a word to you the whole day.. Every time you receive a message or hear someone calling you you still have that rush, hoping that it will be her.. but it never is...

You realize, she has lost interest, but you will never know why..

What went wrong? what could it possibly be? you will never know, but you will feel the pain of failure and solitude, until it all happens again, and the cycle repeats itself.. over.. and over...

Its only an illusion, a moment of happiness that you never really had, but it felt so real...

 

[Walley]

word

i can relate. but it was a friend not a girlfriend.
if we all precieved everything in the world the same way then there would be no more wars.
but unfortunately one persons reality is simply that. one persons reality.

 

[Okiedokes]

*hugz* I'm sorry to hear this. Nothing more painful than unrequited love. You deserve someone who feels the same way as you do about them..

 

[monkeysocks]

I am sorry if this has happened to you. In particular if you don't know why.

By experience, those who offer no explanations know you don't deserve it. It is a cowards way out.

So most unlikely anything you have done, said or are or would explain such. It could be for reason that are not associated with you. So please do not allow this to affect your confidence or self esteem in the future.

All change takes an adjustment period and self questioning is part of it. You deserve someone far better.

 

[perfanoff]

Have you been ever so lonely, something completely unforeseen happens, someone finds you and comes into your life through some random outcome of circumstances, they reinvent you and re-enlighten you, make you want to restart your life and feelings, than all of a sudden things fall apart, what used to be exciting and interesting conversations that make you feel fortunate and happy suddenly become dull and unresponsive, whilst seeing her still makes your heart go wild, tho it no longer feels like she is experiencing the same, whilst you still go to bed every night, and wake up every morning thinking about her and everything that she could mean to you, knowing in the back of your mind, she will most likely not even say a word to you the whole day.. Every time you receive a message or hear someone calling you you still have that rush, hoping that it will be her.. but it never is...

You realize, she has lost interest, but you will never know why..

What went wrong? what could it possibly be? you will never know, but you will feel the pain of failure and solitude, until it all happens again, and the cycle repeats itself.. over.. and over...

Its only an illusion, a moment of happiness that you never really had, but it felt so real...

Yeah man.
Now's the time to rip your heart out, or at least the part that holds her dear. Because you don't deserve to live in agony for someone else. And every time it happens, you get closer to being completely heartless.

 

[OnlyMe]

Have you been ever so lonely, something completely unforeseen happens, someone finds you and comes into your life through some random outcome of circumstances, they reinvent you and re-enlighten you, make you want to restart your life and feelings, than all of a sudden things fall apart, what used to be exciting and interesting conversations that make you feel fortunate and happy suddenly become dull and unresponsive, whilst seeing her still makes your heart go wild, tho it no longer feels like she is experiencing the same, whilst you still go to bed every night, and wake up every morning thinking about her and everything that she could mean to you, knowing in the back of your mind, she will most likely not even say a word to you the whole day.. Every time you receive a message or hear someone calling you you still have that rush, hoping that it will be her.. but it never is...

You realize, she has lost interest, but you will never know why..

What went wrong? what could it possibly be? you will never know, but you will feel the pain of failure and solitude, until it all happens again, and the cycle repeats itself.. over.. and over...

Its only an illusion, a moment of happiness that you never really had, but it felt so real...

I feel your pain.

Believe me when I say I know how hard it is to deal with this as I am currently going through this exact situation right now.

http://www.alonelylife.com/thread-mixed-signals-thoughts-please-long-post

 

[Seosa]

Wow, that struck such a chord. It was a friend.

She, along with another girl & a lad, actually specifically avoided me the other day, when I held them in such high esteem.

It just makes you despise yourself even more.