Walking backwards in a maze of mirrors

[Claudia1794]

I don’t even know if that makes sense nor do I care.What I do know is that I’m a simple person. Simple is safe. Up until recently, this has been my everything. I control everything. Stupidly, by stepping out of my safe zone I’ve managed to lose control. At this point I don’t know if I’m saying hello or good bye. Either way, I miss communicating with people, it’s been a good while for me. I’m not deep and not intelligent or witty. I’m just ordinary.

 

[user 188685]

Hello and welcome

 

[Sunless Sky]

Nothing wrong with being simple. A lot of people would go for simple people. Less of a headache dealing with them in my experience.

Welcome to the forum.

 

[dan27]

I suggest a mental assessment by a psychiatrist might help you.

 

[Claudia1794]

I suggest a mental assessment by a psychiatrist might help you.

Wow! That’s...thanks.

 

[dan27]

seriously...your torment is sadly obvious Dear one.

 

[kaetic]

Welcome to the forum Claudia. I don't exactly get your metaphor, but I imagine you have to be careful not to break all those mirrors trying to blindly find your way through.

Welcome to the forum

 

[Hazed]

Hey, welcome! The world can often be too complicated, being simple doesnt have to be a bad thing. I can relate to wanting to be in control, too.

Hope you find what youre looking for here.

 

[Bones 2.0]

Welcome to the forum

 

[Finished]

I’m not deep and not intelligent or witty. I’m just ordinary.

Welcome to the forum! You seem to have a nice sense of humor too.

 

[Claudia1794]

Welcome to the forum Claudia. I don't exactly get your metaphor, but I imagine you have to be careful not to break all those mirrors trying to blindly find your way through.

Welcome to the forum

No metaphor. I was literally in a fun house walking about backwards. It was fun. You know forwards or backwards in a maze of mirrors, there is no escaping yourself. Besides, I indulged in other activities, but decided subject matter might not be appropriate. I try to get my jollies anyway I can. Its silly, I know. I was confused that day, my "quirks" were in overdrive. It happens until it doesn't until it does again. Anyway, broken or not, I needed a little reflection time.

 

[Claudia1794]

Hey, welcome! The world can often be too complicated, being simple doesnt have to be a bad thing. I can relate to wanting to be in control, too.

Hope you find what youre looking for here.

"Simple"... Yes, I quite like that. Thank you. You are absolutely correct about it not being a bad thing. How can being yourself be bad?

 

[kaetic]

No metaphor. I was literally in a fun house walking about backwards. It was fun. You know forwards or backwards in a maze of mirrors, there is no escaping yourself. Besides, I indulged in other activities, but decided subject matter might not be appropriate. I try to get my jollies anyway I can. Its silly, I know. I was confused that day, my "quirks" were in overdrive. It happens until it doesn't until it does again. Anyway, broken or not, I needed a little reflection time.

Ahh, I over thought it... I tend to do that.