Want to die

[Bam111]

It has been going good recently, I used to be heavily medicated, and I weened myself off them slowly

 

[Roxiee]

It has been going good recently, I used to be heavily medicated, and I weened myself off them slowly

I'm on 5 tablets a day actually more if I counted night time meds too. Cba to say uts huge names I can't pronounce

 

[Bam111]

I understand I have a mental disability myself I have struggled with since I was 5 years old though never knew it was a mental disorder until my brother passed away and I was admitted to ER

 

[Roxiee]

I'm sorry to hear that. Big hugs.

Feel off my head . So exhausted

 

[Bam111]

its ok whenever you wish to rest you can and thank you

 

[Roxiee]

No worries . Yeah I'd love to but I'm scared to fall asleep

 

[Bam111]

don't tell me you have night terrors nightmares and stuff as well?

 

[Roxiee]

don't tell me you have night terrors nightmares and stuff as well?

I do yeah

 

[Bam111]

yea that's no fun for me it's because my mental health issues

 

[Roxiee]

yea that's no fun for me it's because my mental health issues

I sometimes get sleep paralysed it's really scary

 

[Bam111]

yea I know the feeling

 

[Roxiee]

I struggle to breathe I try to not sleep if I can tbh I have more issues with sleeping and what comes with it then being awake etc

 

[Roxiee]

My favourite pic of me!

 

[Bam111]

that's a very nice picture

 

[Roxiee]

that's a very nice picture

It rly is

 

[Bam111]

I can't take good pictures of myself like you can It's my curse that's why I use characters like the one I have from anime series

 

[Roxiee]

I can't take good pictures of myself like you can It's my curse that's why I use characters like the one I have from anime series

Oh noice my bf at the time took it of me no longer a bf he's a dead person in my eyes stupid **** he is

 

[Roxiee]

Going to try sleep without having a panic attack

 

[Bam111]

ok then

 

[Roxiee]

Sorry