Wish me luck I'm going to need it.
I suffer from the inferiority complex no matter what I feel like im not good enough for anyone maybe today I can prove myself wrong.
I figured it was time to get off my ass and stop letting everyone feel sorry for me its all or nothing except you cant exactly say that because there is always another chance. But anyhow I guess if she says no I wont be too torn up inside its just I feel like she can make me happy for once I feel like maybe I have a chance with this person and im not doing it with a letter, through email, or on the phone im doing it face to face its time I do something about this godforsaken loniliness and break a curse that noone but myself created im going to be happy damnit and god if it means changing the very reason of my existence than so be it.
Thats all, I'm washing my hands of this filth.
I suffer from the inferiority complex no matter what I feel like im not good enough for anyone maybe today I can prove myself wrong.
I figured it was time to get off my ass and stop letting everyone feel sorry for me its all or nothing except you cant exactly say that because there is always another chance. But anyhow I guess if she says no I wont be too torn up inside its just I feel like she can make me happy for once I feel like maybe I have a chance with this person and im not doing it with a letter, through email, or on the phone im doing it face to face its time I do something about this godforsaken loniliness and break a curse that noone but myself created im going to be happy damnit and god if it means changing the very reason of my existence than so be it.
Thats all, I'm washing my hands of this filth.