My chosen proffesion for the past four years has been Graphic Design. Well I've been a Design student for four years at college and have recently graduated. Unfortunatley I've recently reached an artistic burnout and havn't done any work in a while, I havn't even had the motivation to look for a job as a junior designer in my local area yet, I don't know why but I've stopped associating myself as a Designer, because I don't want to feel like I define myself by my job role. Instead I've been looking for full time work in...pretty much anything.
I've changed a lot recently and I've come to understand that a lot of Design work is to do with materialism and advertising, and the whole media brainwashing type thing which is unhealthy for our society, when I'm more of an artistic person that would hate the restrictions of having to create things I wouldn't fully believe in, such as creating posters adverstising something that promises to make you feel like a celebrity when its just another materialistic con taking advantage of the general society of unhappines. I've recently come to know that I am happy without having to keep objects to give me value. I wouldn't be able to do a job in something like sales either because I know I'd be screwing people over by selling them overpriced crap, and I don't beleive in psychologically screwing people over in the slightest.
I've been mulling over serious thoughts of what careers I could choose. I want something that involves being artistic, intuition and the ability to think outside of the box, because I'm analytical, abstract and good at problem solving. I want a job that earns the respect of people without ******* people over in the process by taking advantage of the more misguided individuals. And money isn't everything for me, I don't look to the future dreaming of a huge house or lots of cars, I just want an average house, a nice group of friends, my own transport and be able to relax in the evenings, and I want to feel my work really goes with the way I think.
I guess this is the way society works though, you either agree to the society that relies on objects and media for happiness, do what your told and shut the hell up, or you end up being a bum. I'm not going for the latter, but I still believe in a world that isn't based entirely on greed.