LeaningIntoTheMuse
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People don't fear me, but I fear people. This is why I don't make friends easily.
It's not that people don't want to be my friend. They do - I just struggle with every interaction. If I could learn to "not care so much", maybe I would get somewhere...but then, I wouldn't have social anxiety!
It also makes me lonely, because I am an introvert by nature, and I do like my alone time...a lot. This doesn't bide well with others, who are party people and are always getting together at bars and clubs. My idea of a fun time is me, with my computer, music, and a cup of coffee, posting on an internet forum or Facebooking.
It's not that people don't want to be my friend. They do - I just struggle with every interaction. If I could learn to "not care so much", maybe I would get somewhere...but then, I wouldn't have social anxiety!
It also makes me lonely, because I am an introvert by nature, and I do like my alone time...a lot. This doesn't bide well with others, who are party people and are always getting together at bars and clubs. My idea of a fun time is me, with my computer, music, and a cup of coffee, posting on an internet forum or Facebooking.