futurecatlady
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1) Haven't gotten the psych workup thing done yet, but I would imagine some degree. I remain mostly calm, if silent and invisible, during situations that involve new people, but inside my head I go crazy.
2) I'm like Emmy--I am so starved of social contact that even the slightest smile or hello gets my hopes up. I tend to read into people's casual encounters with me too much, not being able to differentiate between mere politeness and genuine interest. And then, when I realize I am not as important to the other person as they are to me, I shut myself off to avoid further humiliation.
3) I have a **** time making friends and the ones that do stick don't stick for very long. Relationships? None so far.
4) Talk.
5) Someone I know. From my perspective, she's got the whole package: fun and good personality, liked by everyone, loving boyfriend, supportive family, pretty. A great life with just the right amount of drama to keep it interesting. Although, if I could be her for a day and then had to go back to being me, I'm not sure I could take that.
2) I'm like Emmy--I am so starved of social contact that even the slightest smile or hello gets my hopes up. I tend to read into people's casual encounters with me too much, not being able to differentiate between mere politeness and genuine interest. And then, when I realize I am not as important to the other person as they are to me, I shut myself off to avoid further humiliation.
3) I have a **** time making friends and the ones that do stick don't stick for very long. Relationships? None so far.
4) Talk.
5) Someone I know. From my perspective, she's got the whole package: fun and good personality, liked by everyone, loving boyfriend, supportive family, pretty. A great life with just the right amount of drama to keep it interesting. Although, if I could be her for a day and then had to go back to being me, I'm not sure I could take that.