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mellove
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Dunno why suddenly feels like so lonely, i never felt like this before. last year i met a guy, he is a so kind, treat me so good, but dunno why he suddenly become so evil and cruel.
We together already until last week, we broke up, coz i'm not trust him anymore. He kept on lying, just because of he having other woman outside, and force me to drop the baby.. And after a month he came back again, and ask me to give him a chance and forget him. Yea, i did forget him, i did it.. Coz i'm stil young, i just 20 this year. Just because of i drop the baby, it made me get a insomnia, and doctor advise me to let things go, dun think so much..
I still remembered when we back together, I care him more than he care about me, but i dun understand why he ask me to came back to him.. I'm so sad and disappointed. After that, maybe just because lack of caring, we always argue.. And it made my sick more worst, made me cannot sleep everynite..
Until last week, we break up, i straight run away from his house, i know i canot stay any longer with him anymore. I love him so much then i came to his house accompanied with him, i dun think he understand why i came to his house. The reason i went back to my house was i need to take my medicine and i cannot accept the way he treated me, if i'm not take my medicine, i really dunno wat will happen. He kept saying tat once i leave his house, he gonna break up with me.. Why he became like this??
This wednesday, i called him again, I kept on calling him, but i couldn't get him, because he was calling to someone else for around 3 hours. At last, i also can reached him, but it already 230am in the morning. I ask him whom he called just now, but he said he not called anymore one, but after a few seconds, he said tat i called who also need to inform me. I really have nothing to say! And crying... Then i straight asked him when he gonna return me my stuffs, coz i got alot of stuffs left to his house, and i dun wan to go his house again.. But he said he will return it to me on next monday( coming monday) I dunno whether he said its truth or not!
Tomorow i start my new sem and got a morning class, i dun wan to think about him..
I'm so lonely and sad and disappointed
We together already until last week, we broke up, coz i'm not trust him anymore. He kept on lying, just because of he having other woman outside, and force me to drop the baby.. And after a month he came back again, and ask me to give him a chance and forget him. Yea, i did forget him, i did it.. Coz i'm stil young, i just 20 this year. Just because of i drop the baby, it made me get a insomnia, and doctor advise me to let things go, dun think so much..
I still remembered when we back together, I care him more than he care about me, but i dun understand why he ask me to came back to him.. I'm so sad and disappointed. After that, maybe just because lack of caring, we always argue.. And it made my sick more worst, made me cannot sleep everynite..
Until last week, we break up, i straight run away from his house, i know i canot stay any longer with him anymore. I love him so much then i came to his house accompanied with him, i dun think he understand why i came to his house. The reason i went back to my house was i need to take my medicine and i cannot accept the way he treated me, if i'm not take my medicine, i really dunno wat will happen. He kept saying tat once i leave his house, he gonna break up with me.. Why he became like this??
This wednesday, i called him again, I kept on calling him, but i couldn't get him, because he was calling to someone else for around 3 hours. At last, i also can reached him, but it already 230am in the morning. I ask him whom he called just now, but he said he not called anymore one, but after a few seconds, he said tat i called who also need to inform me. I really have nothing to say! And crying... Then i straight asked him when he gonna return me my stuffs, coz i got alot of stuffs left to his house, and i dun wan to go his house again.. But he said he will return it to me on next monday( coming monday) I dunno whether he said its truth or not!
Tomorow i start my new sem and got a morning class, i dun wan to think about him..
I'm so lonely and sad and disappointed
