Osiris
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My plan b has failed. Let me give you a little background. I'm mixed race and grew up just me and my mum on an estate struggling to survive day to day. By the time I was 11 I'd seen my first psychologist for Anxiety and Depression. When I was a kid I used too always say "If everything f*cks up here, I can just move abroad and go live with my dad" well everything messed up! So long story short I've moved in with my dad in a country I can't even speak the language, he bellitles everything I do and loves taking the p*ss out of me at every opportunity. My dad has never got my mental health issues today when trying explain my Anxiety to him (Haven't seen him in 3 years) his reply was "if you feel like that here I'll punch you, then you'll be relaxed" can't believe I used to look up to him! Basically it's been less than a week and I don't want to go back home but I don't know what to do. Back home there's no work, here I've been offered two jobs in 3 days just sat around a pub doing nothing. I don't know whether to try and move out, or move away. Any ideas appreciated! This is my first thread so if you got to this point thank you for reading