well...I wasn't dating becuase I wanted give someone I cared for very much a chance. A fair chance that our marriage never got.
Oh man...I seriously fill in love with her again. She is a really an awsume woman. I love her too god damn much which seem to be
the a problem for her....I totally disagree. Well ****...we started arguing about that.lmao
And it's like we're arguing again like when we were married...well, **** me with a screw driver. Our arguments is as passionate
as our love making. We're so alike in so many ways...ultimately we both want each other to be happy
I tried to tell her in so many ways...that i really, really love her and wish to be with her. I gave her an opportunity and our
relationship first shot. I know it scares the living **** out of her becuase I really truly love her...She knows that.
Anywho, I ve been up set about that for the past couple of days...Seriousely it hurted like a son of a ***** and I've
been processing that..I'm not afraid anymore to feel whatever I need to feel. And i wasn't afriad of letting her know. Letting go of her wasn't easy....
Well...there's like this chick...I knew since HS..ya know.
She and I have been good friends for a long time.
I had a crush on her as a matter of fact...She knows it just by the way I look at her and when we flirt. She likes it.
Even my ex-gf became friends with her....hahahaa
We talk from time to time..(about stuff.
)
She single and I'm single...
I havn't spoken to her since my mind had been on someone else.
I came home today and got an e-mail from her out of the blues.
She's toally hawt and awzsume...
We know each other enough already. We can hang out.
She already told me she wanted to get together with me prior...
I was trying to tell my ex-wf this in so many different ways without mentioning other women...
And I'm not afriad of moving on with my life. I just wanted my life to move forward with her.
mmmm...becuase you're not suppost to mention other women to women.lol