Attention Please? I'm New!

[melea]

Hello To All...
Looking for attention here.. no not really, well maybe in some way I must be, right? Well, all I know is that I was sitting here, not really wanting to do anything, but wishing I was out doing something at the same time. Feeling bored, but realizing it was something more.. then I realized I think I must be lonely. I remember the days when I used to think that noone wanted to be alone, well not really, or that people who said that were lying.. but now I'm the one saying it, and I think I might be lying about it too.

Anyways, just wanted to say hello to all. Didn't mean to go on a crazy rant there.. but just feeling, I don't know.. not depressed, but hollow? Does anyone know what I mean?

I guess that's why loneliness is emptiness, and maybe I just feel empty.

But hi to everyone, and I look forward to looking around this forum, seems interesting, and fun!

 

[evanescencefan91]

Hey melea welcome to the forum

hmm ya I think I know what you mean, not really sad or happy, just empty devoid of stimulation?

I've felt that way a few times but don't worry this too shall pass

*hugs*

 

[melea]

"devoid of stimulation".. very well put!

i just feel like my life is passing me by, but i'm just standing there letting it...

how very sad, i hope it will pass as you say...

wishi i knew how to get more motivated to put my life in order! How can a person procrastinate their life?

 

[Punisher]

Hi melea

i just feel like my life is passing me by, but i'm just standing there letting it...

That's how I feel.

 

[shells]

Welcome to ALL melea!

 

[evanescencefan91]

thanks motivation is a ******* elusive bastard, it feels like after late adolescence you notice everyday's the same, and nothing profound will really ever happen,

for me, it feels like, I've all ready felt every emotion possible, and there isn't anything new to discover

I've always had a problem with motivation and discipline I have an exam tomorrow and thursday and then monday next week gah!

but I've barely studied

for me it just takes a sad solemn realization that if I don't do an assignment or essay **** will go down, and no matter how good or bad it turns out, I just have to get started and keep working until it's done, which takes away, but it gets done
for the past 3 years I've felt extremely apathetic and had a case of enuii whch might never go away

I think everyone has felt this way at one point or another

it's hard, but I'm sure things will turn out alright

 

[melea]

I've always had a problem with motivation and discipline I have an exam tomorrow and thursday and then monday next week gah!

I think everyone has felt this way at one point or another

it's hard, but I'm sure things will turn out alright

good luck on your exams, and thanks to everyone for the welcomes...
I hope to lose this bad attitude eventually! Things gotta look up sometime, right? At least I'm noticing, that must be a step in the right direction for me!

 

[edgecrusher]

hey and welcome

 

[SherryGee]

hey melea