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because of the way i have behaved myself in the past i am what most people would call a stalker. i even have a restraining order, court cases going on and have been in contact with the police multiple times. i never have been violent towards her or threatened her, but i did do horrible things.
i changed now. i was very unbalanced at that time but have had therapy.
i still suffer from deppresions and am very very lonely. besides, i still think about this girl all the time, wich was the porblem it began with.
how can i ever expect someone to love me and have a relationship with me if i am a stalker? most people would find me evil if they knew about these things. i don't know what to do. i can not change the past, but i am still stuck in everything i caused because of my behaviour. i guess i deserve it because of what i did.
i know that everytime i have tried to make things right i just made things worse.
i changed now. i was very unbalanced at that time but have had therapy.
i still suffer from deppresions and am very very lonely. besides, i still think about this girl all the time, wich was the porblem it began with.
how can i ever expect someone to love me and have a relationship with me if i am a stalker? most people would find me evil if they knew about these things. i don't know what to do. i can not change the past, but i am still stuck in everything i caused because of my behaviour. i guess i deserve it because of what i did.
i know that everytime i have tried to make things right i just made things worse.