As long as I can beat people up I don't care.
Lol, I see you ending up in the hospital after someone beat the **** out of you...
Not because you're weak, but because there'll always be someone out there who could beat the **** out of you, or who'd just hit you when your back's turned, and you're pretty provocative. Heck, I'm pretty close to a pacifist and even I'd like to take you 3 rounds of MMA with the way you talk.
Or who knows... Maybe you'll get lucky and just be a butt slave to some prison inmate after you beat someone up and they call the cops and pressed charges.
That's where it sounds like you're heading.
You're sorta psychotic. I can't imagine the military giving you a gun. Let alone sending you to war. You'd be a liability to fellow soldiers, you'd be a liability to the reputation of the military, and you'd probably get laughed out of bootcamp when people get to know you and figure out why you joined the military in the first place. Or maybe it was someone else who wanted to join the military...
This has nothing to do with your interests or political views, so don't think that being controversial or even racist has been the root of your problems. I actually think that's one of your least offensive qualities.
On that note perhaps you got your concept of gay culture from the gay pride parade, just like you seem to think eating Southeast asian food, and doing Brazilian martial arts makes you culturally experienced.
I know you consider that "oh so prejudice".
No, when I hear that I don't think "prejudice", I think "this guy has no idea what he's talking about".
I'll close by saying that sometimes natural selection is a long, painful, and drawn out self-inflicted process. My comfort comes in knowing that you will not find a woman who's wife material thinking the way you do, and any kid you have will probably be taken away by child services when they notice the behavioural problems he has in kindergarden, hopefully before you screw them up too much. In short, please don't reproduce until you've sorted your **** out and spoken to a therapist. Or just grew out of your angsty pubescent stage... Or whatever your malfunction turns out to be.