Sanal said:Equinox said:It says that you really don't mind the possibility of spending the rest of your life in a wheelchair or as a vegetable.
Thats absolutely right because I have nothing that I have to do in this world and a wheelchair or a life as vegetable wouldn't be much different from now other than maybe needing a helping hand but more than that I like the possibility of an instant death which is quite intriguing. Although I have had so many accidents where I have cheated death cos of insane amount of luck including hitting trucks/cars while over-speeding and falling on the road and blah I came out of all without a scratch.
So you are saying there is a sort of rush, maybe a small pleasure, in not wearing your seat belt?