Ahh well I knew
figured the most recent girl wouldn't last long. She was too good looking, oh and not to mention her tramp stamp kinda gave it away LOL. Sexy though, she was fun for that month...I miss her a little bit at times. Although she did inform me, multiple times, that I'm the most well endowed guy "down there" she'd ever had. "Like comparing your pinkie finger to a soda can" is how she put it....that's actually the 3rd time I've been told that come to think of it. I never really paid much attention?
As far as getting over my depression/social problems...I looked at it as a dare, a risk, a stunt so to speak. I challenged myself to be social with people. Simple stuff at first, then more detailed stuff as I got better at it. Approach them, look them in the eye, talk to them, ask them questions. I succeeded greatly. That was a long time ago it seems like, being social is much more natural to me now. Social is natural to humans, why else would there be 7 billion of us? We all have it in us! The most important part is going and doing it. Nowdays I can't go a day without being around people. Happiness is only a side effect
